Nineteen51
Beloved of All
Jesus I get so depressed this time of year. I have one of those lamps that help make up the lack of sunlight. Sports used to be a diversion but my team isn't in the playoffs and I'm losing interest in hobbies and feel tired all the time. People tear me down with their agendas at work and at home. Reading the bible and praying gets interrupted. I don't have my friend this winter because we aren't friends anymore. I don't know how much of this is related to one thing or the other but I'm just more depressed this time of the year and more so than ever. I'm trying not to let it hurt my prayer life or faith but I'm tired and stressed and been getting sick a lot. Flu colds and sinus and earaches. I feel trapped into an existence out of my control. Praying that Jesus reveals some ways of changing me and my surroundings.
