Depressed

[Anonymous]

Father.  Your word says it is not good for man to be alone.  Father you made for Adam a helpmate.  Father I ask you for a helpmate, and soon, because Father I am lonely.  Father I am doing my very best to remain a vergin.   Most men and women don't wait for their spouse anymore.  I am trying to do the right thing, but Rather it's getting harder for me to restrain myself.  I don't know how much longer I can wait, and I feel like I'm losing this fight for purity.  I want so badly to be married, not for sex, but for true intimacy and love.  I am tired of waiting.  It seems no one knows what it's like waiting for that special someone before giving themselves away.  Its harder on me than people realize.  I hope it's not all in vain.  Father it's upsetting that I have to wait so long for my bride, and I feel like it's getting harder.  Why are you testing me like this Father.  Why won't you give me the bride I so desperately long for.  Why must I burn with passion with no outlet.  Father I am on the edge.  I don't want to wait any longer.  I wish there was someone who has been where I am to talk to.  Father please.  Give me the wife of my youth.  Father please don't make me wait another day.  I am afraid of what might happen if I lose control over myself, if I snap.  Please Father why are you doing this?  What are you waiting for?  Why won't you at least send me some kind of relief.  Father this is a heavy burden.  If I give up my virginity, I will lose everything I am working for, if I wait too long though I may never get to share it with anyone, and Father I wanted so bad to share it with my future wife, but she's not here.  You haven't given her to me, and no matter how hard I cry it's like you can't here me.  I and I can't talk to anyone, because they don't understand what it's like.  This is so hard for me.  I don't want to give up, but I am weak.  I am trying to be strong.  But I don't know how much longer I can hold up.  I need you here, I need you to show up, I need your help, and I need it now.  I am on the edge Rather and I am very tempted to jump and throw away everything I have worked so hard to keep.  Please help.  Please I'm crying.  Do you care?  Help me.  Please send me my future spouse.  I can't wait forever.  I won't wait forever.  I need help.  Please help me.  Please help me.  I can't take it anymore.  Please help me.  Please.  Don't ignore me again.  Please help me.  I can't take it anymore.  I just can't do it.  I can't.  I'm not sting enough.  I can't wait anymore.  I need your help, and I need it right now!  Help me!  Jesus please don't do this to me anymore.  Please give me a spouse.  Please give me a spouse.  I need this God, why would you make me to desire a wife and then not give me one?  Please Jesus, I am begging you please give me a wife this day, a best friend, a lover, and help mate.  Please Lord Jesus.  Please.  I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.  

Please pray for me.  This is  not easy for me.  

 

[DirkGodsChild]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Newbie]

I am praying for you, God bless you!

 

[Isabelle10]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[mitchandkay]

I understand that this is harder on a male than a female , but God's timing is right on time and believe me , it WILL be worth the wait . Blessings

 

[Anonymous]

 

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