For years, I was the person who lived a routine life, I go to work, I sleep, I wake up, I work, sometimes I go out. I forget people, I fall in love, but I forget my family. Around November last year, I was supposed to embark on a journey that would've leveled my career up. But I got nervous and fear took a hold of me. I gave up, due to the severity and the number of people involved and consequences that would have arisen. I stayed out of job, went on a forced sabbatical. Ended up with nothing, no work, no lovelife and like You nothing to look forward to. I lived my family again in years. Each and everyday, I rediscovered who they are, how it feels to be with them, and I finally realized, I have something to look forward to everyday now. Waking up and seeing my family. Especially my ### and my mother. Eventually I realized I need to look forward to more things and plan my life better. Now I am looking forward to finding a job that would further redevelop my relationship with them.
Dear Lord, everyday is a day to look forward to, sometimes even what to eat for lunch is something to look forward to. please bless Your child that she sees life in a different perspective, please, let her see hope in small things. In Jesus name.
Amen