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Yes I'm not sure what to ask God all I know that I'm being attacked from every angle, what I mean Lord please I don't know what to do? I HAVE A 24yr old daughter ### she has 3 small kids which I love and adore well ### is taking advantage of me I choose to get a vehicle that I pay on every month that she has recked and ran into the ground. and I allowed her to use as long as she takes me where I need to go like work store etc. now I allowed this because she just got hired in a good job well I found out she lost job because she would miss a lot of work and then she lost her apartment now she won't answer calls she is going from house to house to hotel with my grandkids and she won't answer my calls and I'm trying to get my van back and her to house with kids Lord it's taking a toll on me and has made me angry with her and I've said things in anger, now I also have ### my 15yr old who ran away last week I got her back after 2 days, she came back doped up and tattooed her big sister decided to come get her out of my house without my permission so she is gone as well again, and on top of all that Lord please help, my husband ### is a selfish alcoholic who likes to leave and not come back till next day, always calling me b's that bad word you know Lord and putting me down calling me fat lazy when I work all day come home cook, clean take out trash no one helps me but I feel like the servant I'm the one feels like I'm in hell, God, father what do I do you gave me this huge heart of forgiveness and it has done nothing for me but let my family run all over me, and laugh at me, what did I do so wrong to deserve 2 disrespectful girls who I've always been there for never abused them, and then my husband of 7yrs with numerous affairs, and verbal and mental and emotional abuse, I've stopped going to church I don't have a vehicle I feel so lost and alone with my power just sucked away from me. Dear Lord send me help supernatural help me to be still and hear from you I need you and please forgive me of my sin, I know I have sinned when I placed my family before you, and I spared discipline from the girls, I'm so sorry and then marrying a man who I knew was not saved, Father only you can save me and save ### and ### and ### In Jesus name signed depressed, confused, hurt.
