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Yes I'm not sure what to ask God all I know that Im being attacked from every angle , what I mean Lord please I dont know what to do? I HAVE A 24yr old daughter Ericka she has 3 small kids which I love and adore well ericka is taking advantage of me i choose to get a vehicle that I pay on every month that she has recked and ran into the ground. and i allowe her to use as long as she take' s me were i need to go like work store etc. now i allowed this because she just got hire in a good job well i found out she lost job because she would miss alot of work and than she lost her apartrment now she wont answer call she is going from house to house to hotel with my grankids and she wont answer my calls and im trying to get my van back and her to house with kids Lord its taking a toll on me and has made me angry with her and Ive said somethings in anger, now i also have Jazzmane my 15yr old who ran away last week I got her back after 2days , she came back doped up and a tattooed her big sister decided to come get her out my house without my permission so she is gone as well again, and on top of all that Lord please help, my husband Aaron is a selfish alcholic who likes to leave and not come back till next day , always calling me b's that bad word you no Lord and putting me down calling me fat lazy when I work all day come home cook , clean take out trash no one helps me but I fill like the survant Im the one feels like im in hell, God , father what do I do you gave me this hugh heart of forgiveness and it has done nothing for me but let my family run all over me, and laugh at me , what did I do so wrong to deserve 2 disrespectful girls who Ive always been there for never abuse them , and than my husband of 7yrs with numerouse affairs, and verbal and mental and emotion abuse , Ive stop going to church I dont have a vehicle I feel so lost and a lone with my power just sucked away from me. Dear Lord send me help supernatural help me to be still and hear from you I need you and please forgive me of my sin , I know I have siinned when I placed my family before you, and I spare disciplen from the girls, Im so sorry and than marring a man who I knew was not saved, Father only you can save me and save ericka and Jazzmane m and Aaron, In jesus name signed depressed, confussed, hurt .
