LuciaRey
Servant of All
For three days now i have been thinking. About this drug situasion in my house which involve 3 of my children. Usually i try to controll the situasions that happens. But it is as if something is different. I am different. I am trying to get out of there picture into Gods picture. I am concentrating on what is right and wrong and how i am suposed to handle it out of Gods viewpoint. I still make horrible parenting mistakes but i am learning and i forgive and most off all i do not condem or feel like a failure. I try to teach Godly principals not fear and condemnation. My son handed out pamflets for a small fee today and instead of buying his fix he bought me cooldrink and cookies. But he did tell me he only handed out a few. I told him he must not be dishonest he must go and distribate all of it because the owner might not know but he know its wrong. He agreed and said he will do it. I was not preaching like i usually do i just stated the facts. I hugged him and told him i love him. Not because he must work for my love or deserve it. What t a miracle happened just now. I did not control it, i did not carry on like i usually do. I let God and i heard what God wanted me to say. Thank you son, i love you and make it right, be honest. My son said. I promised you cooldrink and that i am going to work and i did. And he added a new promise I AM GOING TO STOP SMOKING NYAOPE. Please pray for him. Thank you Lord, You do work in misterious ways. HALLELUJAH. AMEN.