LuciaRey
Servant of All
For three days now I have been thinking. About this drug situation in my house which involves 3 of my children. Usually I try to control the situations that happen. But it is as if something is different. I am different. I am trying to get out of there picture into God's picture. I am concentrating on what is right and wrong and how I am supposed to handle it out of God's viewpoint. I still make horrible parenting mistakes but I am learning and I forgive and most of all I do not condemn or feel like a failure. I try to teach Godly principles not fear and condemnation. My son handed out pamphlets for a small fee today and instead of buying his fix he bought me cooldrink and cookies. But he did tell me he only handed out a few. I told him he must not be dishonest he must go and distribute all of it because the owner might not know but he knows it's wrong. He agreed and said he will do it. I was not preaching like I usually do I just stated the facts. I hugged him and told him I love him. Not because he must work for my love or deserve it. What a miracle happened just now. I did not control it, I did not carry on like I usually do. I let God and I heard what God wanted me to say. Thank you son, I love you and make it right, be honest. My son said. I promised you cooldrink and that I am going to work and I did. And he added a new promise I AM GOING TO STOP SMOKING NYAOPE. Please pray for him. Thank you Lord, You do work in mysterious ways. HALLELUJAH. AMEN.
