Decision...

[nbe143]

Father, I have asked you if it is time. You know what is in my heart. I feel that I have made my decision. I don't know if You will be angry at me. I have asked You to stop me or give me signs if I should continue with my decision. I don't know my husband anymore, he is not the same person.

Father please provide peace, comfort and guidance to both of us during this difficult time. I don't want to do what I'm about to do... Father, I can go through the pain and suffering, but with my boys at the end of it, I can't watch them suffer with me. Father, I don't want to put my boys through this, they have suffered enough. I am their mother and I have pain in my heart to see them suffer.

I will continue to stand for my marriage, but I have to do this... Father, I don't know how my husband will know that he still welcome to come home anytime even after this. I feel so lost, Father. I feel this decision is the only thing that will bring peace to both of us. Father please please please be with us, show us the way. Amen.

 

[K-J]

Father, You know every intimate detail of this situation, and not one of them has slipped through Your hands. Guide Nina with an unmistakable presence and give her the clarity and wisdom she seeks. Grant her the peace that comes from knowing she is within Your will - give her signs to direct her to Your plan. Protect all of the hearts involved in this situation, may there be healing, compassion, forgiveness and unconditional love abounding. I pray for Your leading, protection and guidance. Amen.