AMVA
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Lord, I know for others these prayer of mine may have been foolish one. Lord, I've been praying this to you for almost 4 months now, sometimes I feel like losing hope but you know when I think of you I begin to have faith again that miraculously ### will come back to me again and so we will be together again til forever. My friends say it's already impossible yes I may have lost all the hope that is in my mind I also tell to myself that every time I meet different man and entertain them I always end up lacking of something. It seems like 1 thing is always missing. Lord ### is a good guy I know he made mistake but He did everything to bring back my trust again there's nothing wrong with him. My heart is the problem. No matter what I try to enjoy myself being with my friends, entertaining some guys, dating this guy, I always end up missing ### and hoping He will come back again and fix things for the two of us. I love him so much that I'm willing to give up everything that is bad for me. Like going out, saying bad words, being successful in life. When he's still in my life I'm so happy and full of inspiration. He always tells me to put God and my family first and that's what made me fall in love with him over. I hope and pray to you to give our relationship a chance and this time for good. I'm happy with ### Dear Lord. I won't ask anything every time I'm with him. I also miss his family ;( I miss his sisters, especially ###. I love her also. She's so kind to me and she's the baby sister I have been dreaming of because I don't have a baby sister. Lord, please hear my prayer. Please hear my heart crying and begging for your forgiveness I know I did something, please give me another chance. And this time I will give my whole heart and whole soul to make this relationship last. I will do everything to settle all the unsettled feelings that I have now to make this work. Amen
