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Prayer Warrior
Dear Lord God,
I'm sorry that if I say that I am really not happy. I am so mean to my boyfriend, i know. He's getting into my nerves. I give him advices, he doesn't listen to me. He doesn't have work for 4 years, he always smoke, drink with no occasion. I told him to be responsible to his health but he is not. I told him to look for a job it maybe online or in the office or put up a small business, but he doesn't. He always play games online. I know he got many things to do in the house in the afternoon after sleeping during noontime but only in the afternoon. He always have reasons when I asked why he didn't do this or did that. He's irresponsible. I appreciate his help in laundry or small things he does for me. but when I need him to massage me or I just need him when I'm down ,sad and tired, he's not there. All my bad negative feelings for him joined together that's why I am so impatient with him. I easily hot tempered, verbally mean. I know he is hurt but I want him to realize and admit his mistakes and correct it. I am sorry about this Lord God. I pray for him that he won't do it again and I hope he can understand me totally because he always misinterprets my acts and thinking. I pray that he won't be selfish anymore and be responsible for his actions. I pray our love will continue for eternity.
I'm sorry that if I say that I am really not happy. I am so mean to my boyfriend, i know. He's getting into my nerves. I give him advices, he doesn't listen to me. He doesn't have work for 4 years, he always smoke, drink with no occasion. I told him to be responsible to his health but he is not. I told him to look for a job it maybe online or in the office or put up a small business, but he doesn't. He always play games online. I know he got many things to do in the house in the afternoon after sleeping during noontime but only in the afternoon. He always have reasons when I asked why he didn't do this or did that. He's irresponsible. I appreciate his help in laundry or small things he does for me. but when I need him to massage me or I just need him when I'm down ,sad and tired, he's not there. All my bad negative feelings for him joined together that's why I am so impatient with him. I easily hot tempered, verbally mean. I know he is hurt but I want him to realize and admit his mistakes and correct it. I am sorry about this Lord God. I pray for him that he won't do it again and I hope he can understand me totally because he always misinterprets my acts and thinking. I pray that he won't be selfish anymore and be responsible for his actions. I pray our love will continue for eternity.
