Job 1:21
Humble Prayer Partner
Sovereign God I ask for Your will Your Perfect Will to manifest in my present and future and only Your Will in the name of Your Son Jesus Christ Amen. Anything not aligned with Your Will for my present and future and all my circumstances God of the bible I do not want to receive it in Jesus Name.
I am just another human with a short life span on this unpredictable unstable destructive evil world. I do not know what is best for me God I may assume I do but only You God of the bible know the beginning to the end.
I ask You to be the owner of my life God in Jesus Name. Own control my circumstances forever God my relationships my desires my situations endeavours in Jesus Name. I am a wicked sinner God I ask for Your mercy and Your forgiveness in Jesus Name.
I am scared to go hell. I do not know when my death date is God of the bible. This life on this earth may seem harsh but hell is eternal torture something I cannot comprehend God of the bible. I ask You to drew me closer to You God in Jesus Name but yes I must seek You I must knock I must have faith in Jesus Name. You have given me signs God do I have the right to ask You to give me warnings on hell in my dreams as visions ? Do I have the right God of the New Testament and the old the bible to ask You to give me more signs that You are the truth the way and the life ? I would love to ask and maybe I actually am by asking this God but I ask You to forgive me then if I am therefore testing You and lacking faith in Jesus Name.
Lord Jesus Christ Son Of God have mercy on me a sinner. Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner. Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner.
I have many doubts God of the bible… Well I personally will never participate in spiritual warfare prayers as You are the creator of our enemy the devil he has no power over me only my human nature is truly my threat right God ? Only my human desires that was born in me my sin is the threat to tempt me? God does not tempt me and nor does his adversary only I can tempt myself right God of the bible ? You form the light and you create the darkness God You make peace and you create evil You are the God who does all things. You give free will Father God I understand in Jesus Name. I guess I do not understand why place people in geographical regions where they would never know about You then they would be judged on their morals but if one was to warn them about Jesus and they reject then they are damned to hell.
Regardless of my doubts Heavenly Father of Lights I ask for Your intervention in my life in Jesus Name. I place my submission to You God despite the doubts in Jesus Name. I hold onto the bridge of faith who am I without You God. I am an autistic lonely man with an autoimmune lifelong bowel disease who has no stable job living at home with his mum and stepdad whose dad killed himself from a battle with drug abuse. I am the boy who caught feelings for a woman and obsessed over her and she never cared completely forgot me disregarded me.
But I see the holocaust I see slavery in past I see the oppression genocide of those in Gaza I see the millions who died in the Iraq war I see the amount of bombs dropped in Ukraine from Russian forces I see the threat of world war 3 is always lingering with Iran and America. I realise peace stability happiness is not a guarantee in this life… I look at life of Job and I realise everything can be taken from a man. My point is I guess maybe it has hit me that the point of life to serve and worship the true living God and be his servant through obedience. A comfortable life is given to some others not some die without hearing of Jesus I guess but irregardless of circumstances the only point of life is to worship the creator and only when you are one with the creator you shall be at true purpose.
Was that me talking too much ??? You will be my God throughout my lifetime until my hair is white with age you made me and you will carry me along and save me in Jesus Name Amen.
I am just another human with a short life span on this unpredictable unstable destructive evil world. I do not know what is best for me God I may assume I do but only You God of the bible know the beginning to the end.
I ask You to be the owner of my life God in Jesus Name. Own control my circumstances forever God my relationships my desires my situations endeavours in Jesus Name. I am a wicked sinner God I ask for Your mercy and Your forgiveness in Jesus Name.
I am scared to go hell. I do not know when my death date is God of the bible. This life on this earth may seem harsh but hell is eternal torture something I cannot comprehend God of the bible. I ask You to drew me closer to You God in Jesus Name but yes I must seek You I must knock I must have faith in Jesus Name. You have given me signs God do I have the right to ask You to give me warnings on hell in my dreams as visions ? Do I have the right God of the New Testament and the old the bible to ask You to give me more signs that You are the truth the way and the life ? I would love to ask and maybe I actually am by asking this God but I ask You to forgive me then if I am therefore testing You and lacking faith in Jesus Name.
Lord Jesus Christ Son Of God have mercy on me a sinner. Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner. Lord Jesus Christ Son of God have mercy on me a sinner.
I have many doubts God of the bible… Well I personally will never participate in spiritual warfare prayers as You are the creator of our enemy the devil he has no power over me only my human nature is truly my threat right God ? Only my human desires that was born in me my sin is the threat to tempt me? God does not tempt me and nor does his adversary only I can tempt myself right God of the bible ? You form the light and you create the darkness God You make peace and you create evil You are the God who does all things. You give free will Father God I understand in Jesus Name. I guess I do not understand why place people in geographical regions where they would never know about You then they would be judged on their morals but if one was to warn them about Jesus and they reject then they are damned to hell.
Regardless of my doubts Heavenly Father of Lights I ask for Your intervention in my life in Jesus Name. I place my submission to You God despite the doubts in Jesus Name. I hold onto the bridge of faith who am I without You God. I am an autistic lonely man with an autoimmune lifelong bowel disease who has no stable job living at home with his mum and stepdad whose dad killed himself from a battle with drug abuse. I am the boy who caught feelings for a woman and obsessed over her and she never cared completely forgot me disregarded me.
But I see the holocaust I see slavery in past I see the oppression genocide of those in Gaza I see the millions who died in the Iraq war I see the amount of bombs dropped in Ukraine from Russian forces I see the threat of world war 3 is always lingering with Iran and America. I realise peace stability happiness is not a guarantee in this life… I look at life of Job and I realise everything can be taken from a man. My point is I guess maybe it has hit me that the point of life to serve and worship the true living God and be his servant through obedience. A comfortable life is given to some others not some die without hearing of Jesus I guess but irregardless of circumstances the only point of life is to worship the creator and only when you are one with the creator you shall be at true purpose.
Was that me talking too much ??? You will be my God throughout my lifetime until my hair is white with age you made me and you will carry me along and save me in Jesus Name Amen.
