trying2change
Servant of All
Dear God,
I don't feel very good about myself right now. I feel sick. I feel like I am hated and abused. I don't feel pretty. I don't feel loved. I just feel shattered. I have lost soooo much. My friends are all gone. So are the men. My health is deteriorating pretty fast now. I am at the mercy of a freak that seems to have a sadistic streak. I want to escape. And i don't know how. I do want to care again. Care about myself. I am dying right now. The fact is, i never lived. I have been soo abused I am just tired. I need a chance at life. (second chance?) heck, i need a first.
I need faith that things can improve. I just need a mustard seed. (they seem to be gone). Please give me hope. I need help.
Amen!!!!
I don't feel very good about myself right now. I feel sick. I feel like I am hated and abused. I don't feel pretty. I don't feel loved. I just feel shattered. I have lost soooo much. My friends are all gone. So are the men. My health is deteriorating pretty fast now. I am at the mercy of a freak that seems to have a sadistic streak. I want to escape. And i don't know how. I do want to care again. Care about myself. I am dying right now. The fact is, i never lived. I have been soo abused I am just tired. I need a chance at life. (second chance?) heck, i need a first.
I need faith that things can improve. I just need a mustard seed. (they seem to be gone). Please give me hope. I need help.
Amen!!!!
