SoulButterfly
Servant of All
Dear friends, I want to confess my sin of lack of self-control. I have sinned deliberately and I feel so guilty. Every time I am sad and frustrated or even feeling bitter or emotionless, I AM SORRY JESUS, I messed up, let You down. I lose control of myself and do things that do not abide by The Laws of the Bible. These past few weeks have been so hard for me:
1. My lack of finances
2. A failed assignment
3. Backlog of home tasks - including meeting and maintaining family relationships
4. My laptop breakdown
5. Work manager intimidating me and saying harsh things, making work a hard place to work
6. Feeling so isolated
7. Seeking a marriage partner who is a. God-fearing and serving in Ministry and b. who finds me his most beautiful wife (due to my past where I was bullied due to outward appearance)
8. I have been asking for years and years.
9. Physical health implications - weight loss due to stress, monthly cycle delay - changes due to stress.
I feel so overwhelmed, I pretend to be happy in places but it's really so hard. Please Jesus, have mercy on me, this phase is really difficult for me. I am sorry for grieving the Holy Spirit due to my sins, my actions, and words. May The Lord grant YOU your request in His best way. In Jesus' name I pray, amen.
1. My lack of finances
2. A failed assignment
3. Backlog of home tasks - including meeting and maintaining family relationships
4. My laptop breakdown
5. Work manager intimidating me and saying harsh things, making work a hard place to work
6. Feeling so isolated
7. Seeking a marriage partner who is a. God-fearing and serving in Ministry and b. who finds me his most beautiful wife (due to my past where I was bullied due to outward appearance)
8. I have been asking for years and years.
9. Physical health implications - weight loss due to stress, monthly cycle delay - changes due to stress.
I feel so overwhelmed, I pretend to be happy in places but it's really so hard. Please Jesus, have mercy on me, this phase is really difficult for me. I am sorry for grieving the Holy Spirit due to my sins, my actions, and words. May The Lord grant YOU your request in His best way. In Jesus' name I pray, amen.
