seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Dear Father...Thank you for this day, another day which you have allowed me with my loved ones is another day to be thankful for. I am so hurt but i feel like I deserve it father. I have been so foolish, I can not believe that he honestly felt like the decision he made was the right one. I am no one to judge but wow, I still thank you father, I cannot be sure that this decision was or what I am feeling was all on my own but wow is all I have to say. I am really tired. You have told me I dont have what I want because I have not asked for it. I have always wanted my family back but I am so unclear to what my family truly is. I genuinely feel for these kids but it takes to full time parent to guide these kids down the right path. Atleast 4 teenagers, god Mature hime. I need maturing of my own and I cant say that I am where I am due to my own choices but wow. I pray over him and this household. Please forgive me of my sins have mercy on him and give me strength to get through this. I love you adn want you to consume all that is me. Please forgive me for drinking more than I should. Please heal my mother, In the name of Jesus AMEN
