Baersuliamme
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Father.
I'm asking for a healing emotionally. Everything I do seems not to go right, it's been ### years now since I've completed my Nursing and been applying for a better job till today without succeeding. It's draining me. Every time when I enter into a relationship, nothing seems to go right though I'm not the one with the problem. July this year I've discovered that I was pregnant and when told the father, he said to me he isn't ready for a child, I must do an abortion, though I couldn't agree with his decision. I started to have problems with my pregnancy, I was ### weeks and a half when the doctor tells me I have an abnormal pregnancy showing on ultrasound but I didn't take it seriously up until I got admitted and had an emergency surgery for a ruptured Ectopic pregnancy (laparatomy) since then I always cry and blame myself and it's difficult to open up about that, I've lost one of my right tubes and left with one. And the so-called my boyfriend, he doesn't even bother to ask how I feel, he distances himself from me, it's hard for me to face such challenges in my life right now.
I'm asking for a healing emotionally. Everything I do seems not to go right, it's been ### years now since I've completed my Nursing and been applying for a better job till today without succeeding. It's draining me. Every time when I enter into a relationship, nothing seems to go right though I'm not the one with the problem. July this year I've discovered that I was pregnant and when told the father, he said to me he isn't ready for a child, I must do an abortion, though I couldn't agree with his decision. I started to have problems with my pregnancy, I was ### weeks and a half when the doctor tells me I have an abnormal pregnancy showing on ultrasound but I didn't take it seriously up until I got admitted and had an emergency surgery for a ruptured Ectopic pregnancy (laparatomy) since then I always cry and blame myself and it's difficult to open up about that, I've lost one of my right tubes and left with one. And the so-called my boyfriend, he doesn't even bother to ask how I feel, he distances himself from me, it's hard for me to face such challenges in my life right now.
