Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Christ,
I have been struggling for some time now, sending requests for you to reveal the right path to me, to shine a light on the choices I need to make to lead a fulfilling life in the way that you want me to. I fear that I am starting to lose faith. I need help. I am floundering on my own without any indication of comfort or healing from you. My marriage is suffering from a block of established intimacy, and I feel rejected and useless. I feel unwanted in the most existential sense. I'm tired and afraid and weary, and I can't hear your voice through any of this. Please send me peace, or the strength and wisdom I need to make the decisions that will bring me peace. And the faith I need to believe that you love me and will carry me through this, please Lord, have mercy on me. I need to know you are still there.
I have been struggling for some time now, sending requests for you to reveal the right path to me, to shine a light on the choices I need to make to lead a fulfilling life in the way that you want me to. I fear that I am starting to lose faith. I need help. I am floundering on my own without any indication of comfort or healing from you. My marriage is suffering from a block of established intimacy, and I feel rejected and useless. I feel unwanted in the most existential sense. I'm tired and afraid and weary, and I can't hear your voice through any of this. Please send me peace, or the strength and wisdom I need to make the decisions that will bring me peace. And the faith I need to believe that you love me and will carry me through this, please Lord, have mercy on me. I need to know you are still there.
