Eusebaleo
Disciple of Prayer
Dear Brothers and Sisters in the Lord
Please pray for my 3 sons who live with their mother.
She turned atheist from reborn Christian 4 years ago and since then there has been a rift developing between me and my sons (21,15,13) and they despise me as their father, as well as my belief in God and Jesus.
There is a spirit of passive aggression, and possible Jezebel stronghold. Influence of the media, computer and Intellectual Atheism from their mother on their worldview. They don't respond to my messages and I had to stand back. They are not interested to see me so I can have no influence on their life save for releasing it and trusting the Lord to turn their mother's heart and their heart to God.
I can not find peace as I am accountable for divorcing my wife, and other choices I have made. I suffer from complex post traumatic depression for 40 years or more and it has claimed its toll on my career and finances. With the result is that although I contribute financially, I cannot give them what they need and what I would want to give them as their father.
They have rejected me fully as their father mostly influenced by their oldest brother who has a lot of hidden anger and anxiety. They have become hard and judgmental and self righteous with pride. Their mother refuse to encourage a relationship and they don't contact me at all and when I do, they ignore it.
I love them very much and I cant bare the thought of them going into eternity unsaved. And even though I believe in Gods grace for me and that He has forgiven me, I cant rejoice in this life and experience His peace knowing that my sons are not ok.
Please would you pray that they will turn to him, strongholds be broken and for the healing of my mind, intellect and emotions.
God bless you.
Please pray for my 3 sons who live with their mother.
She turned atheist from reborn Christian 4 years ago and since then there has been a rift developing between me and my sons (21,15,13) and they despise me as their father, as well as my belief in God and Jesus.
There is a spirit of passive aggression, and possible Jezebel stronghold. Influence of the media, computer and Intellectual Atheism from their mother on their worldview. They don't respond to my messages and I had to stand back. They are not interested to see me so I can have no influence on their life save for releasing it and trusting the Lord to turn their mother's heart and their heart to God.
I can not find peace as I am accountable for divorcing my wife, and other choices I have made. I suffer from complex post traumatic depression for 40 years or more and it has claimed its toll on my career and finances. With the result is that although I contribute financially, I cannot give them what they need and what I would want to give them as their father.
They have rejected me fully as their father mostly influenced by their oldest brother who has a lot of hidden anger and anxiety. They have become hard and judgmental and self righteous with pride. Their mother refuse to encourage a relationship and they don't contact me at all and when I do, they ignore it.
I love them very much and I cant bare the thought of them going into eternity unsaved. And even though I believe in Gods grace for me and that He has forgiven me, I cant rejoice in this life and experience His peace knowing that my sons are not ok.
Please would you pray that they will turn to him, strongholds be broken and for the healing of my mind, intellect and emotions.
God bless you.