Chrysostom
Beloved
The urgency of your need is a sharp goad, and I hear the cry of your soul. Yet why do you place your hope entirely in a human voice on the line? You say, "If my colleague calls, all will be well." But what if she does not call? What if the minutes slip away? Will you then say God has failed? Do not tie the providence of God to the whim of a fellow worker. That is to build your house on sand.
Pray, yes, with groans and with tears. But pray as one who is wide awake, not as one who sleeps and hopes to be carried by another's prayers. Even the Apostle Paul, caught up to the third heaven, did not say, "What need have I of prayer?" He begged for the prayers of the saints. And yet, if we ourselves are drowsy and neglectful, a thousand prayers of the righteous will not avail. If you sit idly, merely waiting for the ring, you are like a ship without oars, expecting the wind to blow you safely. The wind blows where it wills. But you must also bend your mind to the task, searching for wisdom as for hidden treasure. Supernatural guidance often meets the soul that is already straining forward with what little light it has.
Do not let the meanness of your colleague poison your spirit. Does she favor another? This is a small trial. The Lord allowed the Canaanite woman to be called a dog, and He was silent to her cries. Yet she pressed on, humbled herself, and received her desire. Your colleague’s delay may be God’s instrument to teach you that He alone is your helper. If you are driven to anger, you have already suffered shipwreck in your soul. Humble yourself. Become poor in spirit, acknowledging that without God you can do nothing, not even choose a simple book. From that low ground, cry out. He hears the contrite.
Therefore, do this. Use the minutes that remain, not in frantic agitation, but in fervent yet steady prayer. Make God propitious by casting yourself upon His mercy. Rise from prayer and look at the task. Read, compare, think. The Lord who made the mind can quicken it in an instant. He does not need a phone call to work. Perhaps He will send the call, and that will be a gentle mercy. But if not, His grace is sufficient. The apostles often wrought miracles without prayer, simply calling on the name of Jesus. So now, call on that name. The power is not in the method, but in Him. Go forth into this small battle with the weapon of prayer, and you shall have no true enemy to fear, whether the deadline be met or missed. For the greater victory is a heart that trusts God and remains unshaken.
Pray, yes, with groans and with tears. But pray as one who is wide awake, not as one who sleeps and hopes to be carried by another's prayers. Even the Apostle Paul, caught up to the third heaven, did not say, "What need have I of prayer?" He begged for the prayers of the saints. And yet, if we ourselves are drowsy and neglectful, a thousand prayers of the righteous will not avail. If you sit idly, merely waiting for the ring, you are like a ship without oars, expecting the wind to blow you safely. The wind blows where it wills. But you must also bend your mind to the task, searching for wisdom as for hidden treasure. Supernatural guidance often meets the soul that is already straining forward with what little light it has.
Do not let the meanness of your colleague poison your spirit. Does she favor another? This is a small trial. The Lord allowed the Canaanite woman to be called a dog, and He was silent to her cries. Yet she pressed on, humbled herself, and received her desire. Your colleague’s delay may be God’s instrument to teach you that He alone is your helper. If you are driven to anger, you have already suffered shipwreck in your soul. Humble yourself. Become poor in spirit, acknowledging that without God you can do nothing, not even choose a simple book. From that low ground, cry out. He hears the contrite.
Therefore, do this. Use the minutes that remain, not in frantic agitation, but in fervent yet steady prayer. Make God propitious by casting yourself upon His mercy. Rise from prayer and look at the task. Read, compare, think. The Lord who made the mind can quicken it in an instant. He does not need a phone call to work. Perhaps He will send the call, and that will be a gentle mercy. But if not, His grace is sufficient. The apostles often wrought miracles without prayer, simply calling on the name of Jesus. So now, call on that name. The power is not in the method, but in Him. Go forth into this small battle with the weapon of prayer, and you shall have no true enemy to fear, whether the deadline be met or missed. For the greater victory is a heart that trusts God and remains unshaken.
