Day 25 Fast "build Your House In Stone"

Yesterday when I ask the Holy Spirit to reveal in me what I was unwilling to give to the Lord, it became clear to me it was the affair. I am still sad, but I know the Lord is working and in His time He will heal those wounds. I have no idea why I am unwilling to give it to Him. I have been in a holding pattern for the last 24 hours. Normally I am a doer. I want to read the whole Bible or something to do. It is on my heart to "be" and receive. This is very difficult for me, I know the Lord is teaching me something while I'm "being".

While at Bible Study tonight we talked about Joseph, and our dreams, aspirations. The teacher ask what our dreams were. She was a bit shocked when I said "for 6 months now it has been on my heart, Build Your House in Stone". I really have no idea where the Lord is leading me, He just wants me ready. In the beginning that was very uncomfortable for me. Now I am content waiting. Sometimes I have had fleeting thoughts of seeking someone to prophesize over me, but I know if that's what the Lord wants He will send them to me.

We were ask tonight to ask The Lord what His dreams for us are. I got a little nervous. A small part of me is scared I will not get an answer, the other part is scared I will. I fear I will not be equipped for the task. The other part is pride. I struggle with pride and I am scared of it.

Lord please forgive me You did not give me the spirit of fear.

2 Timothy 1:7
For God did not give us a spirit of timidity, but a spirit of power, of love and of self-discipline.

I have faith Lord if You lead me to it, You will lead me through it. Thank You Jesus

Matthew 7:24-27
New International Version (NIV)
The Wise and Foolish Builders
24 “Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. 25 The
rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against
that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the
rock. 26 But
everyone who hears these words of mine and does not put them into
practice is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. 27 The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell with a great crash.â€

Lord if it is Your will please give me a vision of where You want me to be. I trust You will provide everything needed if it is Your will. Lord lead me to give You everything, and hold back nothing. Thank You Jesus

 

[Action238]

If you can manage to truly see that it is principalities that attack weaknesses....they are seeking to destroy...it's spiritual....your husband had choice, but......his state of mind was in confusion (another stronghold)...and many more that just kill the soul...Lust is the culprit to most sin...all sin falls under three "strongholds"...the lust of the eyes...the lust of the flesh and the pride of life....He fell victim to Satan and his plan...which comes very strong like a hurricane and tornado all mixed in one...when we finally open our eyes...a bomb went off and destruction is all around...Your vision will come...in His time...He is still cleaning out the "stuff"...the baggage...which is empty...just some old luggage...right now learn and apply...seek and find...and all these things will be added to you...don't let Satan stay with doubts and fears...he leaves imps around but they are just preparing the way for bigger strongholds to come...walk by faith...and let it be accounted to you as righteousness....know the enemy it's not human flesh...not your husband.....we all have issues from childhood, from teen years from our marriges...that make us do things to rebel...why?..."feelings"...get rid of them they have no place in our walk with God...when we learn to place them in His hands...He lifts up the burden and sends us to do His work...which is what we are truly here for...Forgiveness is a Stronghold...let it hold you tight....God bless

 

[Chilton]

Thank you for sharing wisdom and insight. Ironically as you were typing this I was reading your post about the loss of your mother. You are so blessed I feel The Spirit when I read your words. You are a blessing to me and many more. I am grateful your words are written so I can go back and reread. Thank you

 

[Chilton]

LOVEWINS this is kind of funny. Up until just this moment I have read your user name lovins without much meaning. I just saw it really saw it and the light bulb went off. LOVE WINS. Thank You Jesus Love does win. That is awesome.