I am fasting and praying for the salvation of two of my children, my husband, future daughter-in-law, and complete healing spiritually, physically, and emotionally for them, myself, my daughter, and another son.
Last night my husband, who has not been saved and was very uncomfortable with church, responded to an altar call. He received prayer from the entire church for a childhood trauma only I knew about.
In obedience, I am going to confess some things. I will not hide in darkness; I will shine light on all the deepest, darkest places.
I experienced anxiety today about my own mortality. Lord, forgive me. Lord, lead me in faith. You did not give the spirit of fear.
I confess to pride. The evil one tells me the lie that I somehow caused my husband's healing. Lord, forgive me. It is all about You.
I confess to grandiosity. I confess I listened to the lie that if I do everything right, pray right, fast right, live right, I will bring them to the kingdom. Lord, forgive the sin of pride. You love them and want them to come to You even more than I do. It is all about YOU.
Lord, I confess to financial irresponsibility. I have the money but do not pay the bills until they are late. Please forgive me, Lord, for my irresponsibility. Lord, please reveal to me any wisdom You want me to have regarding this sin. Lead me, Lord.
Thank You, Lord, for my life, my healing, brothers and sisters in Christ, awesome church, family, most of all Your Love and guidance.
Last night my husband, who has not been saved and was very uncomfortable with church, responded to an altar call. He received prayer from the entire church for a childhood trauma only I knew about.
In obedience, I am going to confess some things. I will not hide in darkness; I will shine light on all the deepest, darkest places.
I experienced anxiety today about my own mortality. Lord, forgive me. Lord, lead me in faith. You did not give the spirit of fear.
I confess to pride. The evil one tells me the lie that I somehow caused my husband's healing. Lord, forgive me. It is all about You.
I confess to grandiosity. I confess I listened to the lie that if I do everything right, pray right, fast right, live right, I will bring them to the kingdom. Lord, forgive the sin of pride. You love them and want them to come to You even more than I do. It is all about YOU.
Lord, I confess to financial irresponsibility. I have the money but do not pay the bills until they are late. Please forgive me, Lord, for my irresponsibility. Lord, please reveal to me any wisdom You want me to have regarding this sin. Lead me, Lord.
Thank You, Lord, for my life, my healing, brothers and sisters in Christ, awesome church, family, most of all Your Love and guidance.
