Cursed

I'm afraid to pray anymore because whenever I pray for help, the situation that I was praying for seems to get 10 times worse. If I hold off on prayers for a while, things slowly start to get better on their own, but as soon as I pray about it, all hell breaks loose and things go terribly wrong. I don't know why this is happening to me but I wish I could make it stop. If anyone else has experienced something similar please let me know how you handled it and if you were ever able to make it stop.

 

[AJOY]

Dear Chrissy -









Last 18 years back I became Christian. And after becoming Christian no better changes in my life came especially financially. I feel down sometimes. But I believe in god whatever situation there may be.









So, one thing I will share ---------









Don't feel sad. You are lucky enough because are being tested as Job was tested. Satan took the permission from God to put Job in problems but on some conditions applied by God. Though Job was doing everything good in eyes of god. Yet he was tested. Why, because god 100% believed in him. He was a righteous person during that period. You are the righteous one of this era in eyes of God only.









Just accept what you are facing. Accept as Jesus accepted the coming problems.









Luke 22 : 42 - - "Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done."














So, remember, there is will of god not yours. So be happy, don't loose your heart. Be positive and accept it as it is from God himself. Otherwise you will be sad and stuck.




Dear friend, god ahead and don't look back. Look back means success of Satan not god. Make god's plan successful.









Jai Pal Singh (Alias Ajoy)

 

[kongz]

I have been experienced the same. Now its been for more than two months after my both ears operation. Till date i have experienced my hearing loss. I think only 20% i am hearing now. I am facing difficulties especially in my work place. As i cannot hear properly to my boss and seniors instructions. I prayed every nite every morning and every minute in my work place so that whenever my boss calls me I will be able to hear and serve her well in with my office's works. I prayed To Jesus Christ for which I know he heared my prayers and sees me in my troubles. Now whenever my boss instruct me, I assumed that I should do according to my understanding. But what surprises me was whatever I did with my work, it is according to my Boss"s Instruction or what she wants. Every time after submitting my files to my boss and saw her willingness, I gave thanks to GOD, who through his Son Jesus Christ was always with me during my difficult times. At time I cried for not hearing anything but with my humble request to My Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, he has helped me in my work place. I am worried because I am only a temporarily staff in this office. I cannot take sick leave. Sometimes Satan would say give up in prayers. But I am strong enough to be patient. I have realised how Wonderfully God has blessed me right from my school age till now.




So dear Sister, what u experieced was all Satan's works. So be strong, dont give up in our Almighty God. Ask Jesus to strengthen you. Tell Him that with your own understanding and power you cannot solve your problems. Jesus will never leave us astray. Ask Him to be near you, hold you and not to let the Devil harm you. Our God is full of compassion and mercy.

 

[emathis]

Continue your PRAYERS AND KEEP YOUR FAITH... Jesus hears you.... Don't give up on HIM. Pray to Saint Michael the Archangel in Jesus name Amen.

 

[Janus2]

Dont you worry Chrissy that when you pray thats when things get worse.Because its the devil hitting you hard because he knows what victory awaits you if you persevere and persist in prayer.I feel you because im in a similar situation in that if i try to sort things on my own they do work out.But deep down i know its temporary solution because to find a permanent solution it has to be through prayer and trust in God,and thats why the devil will fight you tooth and nail whem you turn to God.May God strengthen you and pray for him to shorten your period of testing for nothing is impossible with him

 

[Leana]

I have been through the same thing many times in my life and continuous prayer always helps. The devil and his his evil spirits are trying to lead you away from God but when you keep praying, Satan has no choice but to flee because he will see that his powers of darkness will not shatter the armor God is building on you. He has only a short time and he wants to hurt as many of Gods children as he can. Keep praying and I will also prayer for you my sister in Christ.

 

[Called By Name]

This is interesting and the first thing that came to mind was like a light bulb moment. The answer to your prayers seem to be the opposite of what your praying for. You think the answer is when things are peaceful but Gods way is when things flare up. The reason things get worse is because God is doing something and he wants you to understand to either leave it or move on from it. When you stop praying and things die down it'll cause you to stay in the same place or predicament comfortably . But when you start to pray God is actually intervening and wanting you to see why you must leave this situation and thus it is causing friction. He doesn't want you to stay there or work things out you have sort him in prayer , he have heard your voice now leave it behind you and follow him. He wants to take you out of the situation and bless and provide for you supernaturally for he cares for you greatly and it is time.









Remember to trust God always his ways are not our ways and so in like manner his thoughts higher than ours.




Godbless you beloved in Christ always!

 

[MJMoyer]

I FEEL YOU PAIN AND KNOW EXACTLY HOW YOU FEEL! I MADE A SIZEABLE CONTRIBUTION TO MY CHURCH AND ALSO HELPED A YOUNG MINISTER BUT MY HOME. SO FOR THE LAST ONE AND A HALF YEARS, MY LIFE HAS BEEN MISERABLE! IT'S LIKE I'M BEING PUNISHED FOR DOING SOMETHING GOOD. I PLAY IN A PRAISE BAND THERE AND I'D REALLY LIKE TO QUIT! I DON'T EVEN LIKE GOING TO CHURCH ANYMORE SO I KNOW I'M SUFFERING SPIRITUALLY! I DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER AND I DON'T REALLY ENJOY PRAYING ANYMORE! I DIDN'T DONATE THE MONEY FOR THE SAKE OF GETTING SOMETHING IN RETURN BUT I ALSO DIDN'T EXPECT TO BE PUNISHED FOR IT EITHER! I'M REALLY CONFUSED!

 

[Solarscape]

Chrissy don't give up on God!! Prayer is the only answer. I'm praying for you.

 

[God son]

Chrissy,




I can relate to your sisuation God is testing me and my faith as well, God will control thy devil during harmful time, God said something to me and the devil can't know so rebuke Satan , I've had a prayer chain go around and its anointed by the Holy Spirit and Satan can't touch us no more says thy lord God

 

[Myka]

Hi Chrissy









I had a similar experience and when ever I prayed I felt like am not saying everything I should and I was a bit intimidated. Then I stopped praying. But at the back of my mind something was always prompting me to pray. It was until I saw the movie "The War Room" that things changed for me. So I found a new way of praying. I write letters to God everyday thanking and praising him. This allowed me to speak freely about every situation in my life and I don't feel intimidate anymore. My letters are getting longer and longer. Not because I am moaning about whats wrong in my life, but it's a fellowship. It's like talking to a friend. Who else but God can keep your greatest secrets, fears and failures.This has learned me to be fearless in my prayers knowing that God listens to every word. I am more consistent in reading His word and every time I stand in awe as He guides me through His word and show me the answer even though it is not the one I want to hear. The Lord is always present we just need to reach out to him. I am not saying all my prayers are answered. His word has helped me to understand why some prayers are answered immediately and others not. Trust Him Chrissy in thought, word and deed.









God Bless