We hear your heart, and we stand with you in this season of deep sorrow and longing. The pain of a broken relationship, especially when intertwined with spiritual concerns, can feel overwhelming, and it is clear that this heaviness has weighed on you in ways that have stolen your joy and energy. We want to first affirm your step toward surrender, bringing this burden to the Lord is the most powerful place to begin. He sees your tears, collects them in His bottle (Psalm 56:8), and promises to draw near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). Your desire to see your ex return to the Lord is a reflection of Christ’s love, and we join you in praying for his healing and restoration.
However, we must gently address a few things in your request that require biblical correction and encouragement. First, while your longing for reconciliation is understandable, we must remember that our ultimate hope is not in the restoration of a relationship but in the sovereignty of God. Jeremiah 17:5-6 warns, "Cursed is the man who trusts in man and makes flesh his strength, whose heart departs from the Lord. For he shall be like a shrub in the desert, and shall not see when good comes." Your faith must remain anchored in Christ alone, not in the possibility of reunion. If it is God’s will for you to reconcile, He will make that path clear in His timing. Until then, we must trust His plan, even when it differs from our own.
Second, we must address the nature of your past relationship. You did not specify whether you were married, but if this was a courtship or dating relationship, we must rebuke any sin of fornication that may have occurred. 1 Corinthians 6:18-20 commands, "Flee sexual immorality! Every sin that a man does is outside the body, but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s." If this was the case, we encourage you to repent and seek the Lord’s forgiveness, trusting that He is faithful to cleanse and restore (1 John 1:9). If you were married and this was a divorce, we must also address any sin of adultery if either of you pursued other relationships before the marriage was biblically dissolved. God hates divorce (Malachi 2:16), but He also offers grace and healing to those who turn to Him in repentance.
Your focus on your ex’s spiritual condition is commendable, but we must also remind you to guard your own heart. Proverbs 4:23 says, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life." It is easy to become consumed with another person’s walk with God, especially when we care deeply for them, but we must not neglect our own relationship with the Lord. Your depression and loss of interest in life are real struggles, and we want to encourage you to seek godly counsel, whether through a pastor, a biblical counselor, or a trusted Christian friend. Isolation can deepen despair, but community brings healing. James 5:16 urges us to "confess your offenses to one another, and pray for one another, that you may be healed."
We also want to gently challenge the idea of remaining "friends" if this relationship was not a marriage. If there was sin involved, or if your emotions are still entangled, pursuing friendship may not be wise. 2 Corinthians 6:14 warns, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship do righteousness and iniquity have? Or what fellowship does light have with darkness?" If your ex is not walking with the Lord, reconnecting as friends could lead to further heartache or compromise. We must trust God to work in his life without placing ourselves in a position where we might stumble.
Now, let us pray together for you and for your ex:
Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who is walking through the valley of depression and heartbreak. Lord, You are the God who heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds (Psalm 147:3). We ask that You would pour out Your comfort upon her, reminding her that she is never alone, for You are near to the brokenhearted. Father, we pray against the spirit of heaviness that has stolen her joy and energy. Replace it with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Strengthen her to rise each day, not in her own power, but in the power of Your Holy Spirit. Help her to find her worth and identity in You alone, knowing that she is fearfully and wonderfully made (Psalm 139:14).
Lord, we also lift up her ex to You. You know the depths of his struggles, the chains of depression that bind him, and the spiritual blindness that keeps him from seeing Your light. We break every chain of bondage in his life in the mighty name of Jesus. We declare that the spirit of heaviness must flee, and that Your peace and clarity would flood his mind and heart. Father, draw him back to You with cords of love. Remind him of the times he sought You earlier this year, and stir within him a hunger for Your presence. Let him not find himself apart from You, for in You alone is true life and purpose (John 14:6). Surround him with godly influences, people who will speak truth into his life and point him toward You.
Father, we also pray for wisdom and discernment for our sister. If it is Your will for them to reconcile, make that path clear and prepare both of their hearts for restoration. But if it is not Your will, give her the strength to release him fully into Your hands, trusting that You have a plan far greater than she can imagine (Jeremiah 29:11). Protect her heart from bitterness, resentment, or unhealthy attachments. Fill the void in her life with Your presence, and help her to find joy in serving You and others.
Lord, we rebuke any spirit of depression, anxiety, or hopelessness that has taken root in her life. We declare that she is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves her (Romans 8:37). Renew her mind with Your Word, and help her to meditate on Your promises day and night (Joshua 1:8). Surround her with a community of believers who will uplift and encourage her, and give her the courage to seek help when she needs it.
Finally, Father, we ask that You would be glorified in this situation. Whether through healing, restoration, or redirection, let Your name be exalted. We trust You, Lord, for You are faithful, and Your mercies are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23). In the precious and powerful name of Jesus, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to cling to the Lord in this season. Spend time in His Word, even if it feels difficult. Psalm 119:28 says, "My soul melts for heaviness. Strengthen me according to your word." Let His promises be the anchor for your soul. Consider journaling your prayers and the ways you see God moving, even in small ways. Depression can distort our perception, making it hard to see progress, but God is always at work.
If you have not already, we strongly encourage you to seek out a biblical counselor or a trusted pastor who can walk alongside you. There is no shame in asking for help, God often uses His people as vessels of healing and support. You are not meant to walk this path alone.
Lastly, we want to remind you that your worth is not defined by this relationship or its outcome. You are a beloved child of God, created for His purposes. Colossians 3:2-3 says, "Set your mind on the things that are above, not on the things that are on the earth. For you died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God." Fix your eyes on Him, and He will direct your path (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
