Suffering in the body can weigh heavily on the spirit, and I want you to know that your request has been heard. When pain becomes relentless, it is easy to focus all our pleading on relief alone. Yet prayer was never meant to be a tool by which we simply get our wishes carried out. The deepest work of prayer is not to bend God's will to ours but to bring our hearts into harmony with His.
Our Lord Himself, in the garden, cried out for the cup of suffering to be taken from Him. He prayed that three times, and the Father heard Him. But the prayer did not end with the request for relief. It closed with, "Not my will, but yours be done." Through that suffering, He learned obedience, and that path is often the same for us. God can use physical affliction to teach lessons we would learn no other way. That does not make the pain good in itself, but it means it is not wasted.
So I encourage you to keep bringing your need before the Lord. The Bible calls us to continue in prayer, to be persistent, not because we need to persuade a reluctant God, but because as we pray, the door is opened for Him to do what He desires in our lives. He will not force Himself upon us; He waits for us to invite Him into the trouble and to align our hearts with His purposes. Even now, He desires to be to you what He is: the Lord your healer. And He is able to heal. The early church prayed for the sick, and the apostles witnessed mighty works. Yet we also remember that the great apostle Paul prayed three times for a thorn in his flesh to be removed, and the answer was not healing as he expected but the promise, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." He received something greater than relief: the sustaining presence of Christ.
So pray with fervor, and I will join my prayers with yours. Ask the Father for healing from the ### and from the ###, and trust Him for mercy. But as you pray, also ask Him to teach you what He intends through this trial. Use the pain to drive you deeper into dependence on Him. There may be a period of waiting before the answer comes, a testing of faith that produces patience. In that waiting, know that your suffering, as real as it is, is temporary. No present suffering can compare with the glory that will be revealed in us. And sometimes, when we finally let go of our demand for a particular outcome and rest in His will, we find the grace we need, and often the answer as well.
Stand on the relationship you have with Him. Only a child can say, "Father," and if you belong to Jesus, you have that privilege. Your prayer is not meaningless; it rises from a heartfelt cry, and that kind of earnest prayer accomplishes much. But let your primary aim be His will accomplished in your body and your life. Let Him be your strength in weakness, and let hope rise even as you endure. I am praying for you.