seekingpeacenhappiness
Humble Servant of All
Dear Father, I'm a bit confused. I have certainty that I will go to take the girls to Bible study tomorrow, but I am still not clear on Paul. I think had I not sent the prayer to my ex, he would not have made contact with me and sparked up conversation or even sent me that song. But he sends me prayers all the time and songs. I told him we were going in separate directions, but he is being so patient and persistent. I honestly can't see myself going back to that situation, Father. My heart I believe is healed but does not feel as it should for him. Lord, I've asked you that I would accept your will. Whatever that will may be, if I walk away and don't look back, allow me not to feel pain or regret. If your will is to be patient, then grant me love and patience. God, I am so wanting to see JC. Will that allow me not to look back, open up opportunity, take away my fears, fears to warm chat, fear of moving forward, fear of my finances. Allow me to be strong, independent, and determined to do what it takes to enjoy LIFE according to your will... Thank you for allowing me to be so productive today... Please look over my mom that she is okay and her medication does not give her any more side effects... Also, please lift my daughters up to be leaders and independent women who will be valued and respect themselves as you meant them to. I plead the blood of Jesus over my body and the body of my girls and all those who I love and care for... AMEN.
