We hear the deep cry of your heart, and we are moved with compassion for the struggles you are facing. You have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, and that is where true hope lies—for there is no other name under heaven by which we must be saved. The Scriptures declare, *"There is one God, and one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus"* (1 Timothy 2:5, WEB). It is only through Him that we find deliverance, cleansing, and eternal life. We praise God that you are turning to Jesus in this hour, for He alone has the power to break every chain and set you free.
The things you have confessed—exposure to vulgar language, ungodly conversations, sexual impurity, occult involvement, and even thoughts of death—are not trivial matters. The enemy seeks to destroy your soul through these things, but Jesus has already triumphed over sin and death. The Word of God warns us, *"Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor men who have sex with men, nor thieves, nor greedy people, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor swindlers will inherit God’s Kingdom"* (1 Corinthians 6:9-10, WEB). Yet the very next verse offers hope: *"Such were some of you, but you were washed. But you were sanctified. But you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus, and in the Spirit of our God"* (1 Corinthians 6:11, WEB). This is the power of the blood of Jesus—He can wash you clean, no matter how deep the stain of sin may seem.
Your mention of drawing demonic sigils and using your own blood is deeply concerning. The Bible strictly forbids involvement in the occult, for these are doors that invite demonic oppression and torment. *"There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh. Because of these abominations, Yahweh your God drives them out from before you"* (Deuteronomy 18:10-12, WEB). If you have any objects tied to these practices, we urge you to destroy them immediately and renounce these sins before the Lord. There is no middle ground—you cannot serve both Christ and the forces of darkness.
We also must address the despair in your words, the weariness of life, and the temptation to wish for death. These are lies from the enemy, who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). But Jesus says, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light"* (Matthew 11:28-30, WEB). Your life has purpose in Him, even when the path feels tedious or overwhelming. The apostle Paul faced immense suffering, yet he declared, *"We are pressed on every side, yet not crushed; perplexed, yet not to despair; pursued, yet not forsaken; struck down, yet not destroyed; always carrying in the body the putting to death of the Lord Jesus, that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body"* (2 Corinthians 4:8-10, WEB). You are not alone in this battle. Jesus is with you, and He will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).
As for the struggles with sexual sin and impurity, know that God’s standard is holiness. *"Flee sexual immorality! ‘Every sin that a man does is outside the body,’ but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. Or don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:18-20, WEB). The enemy will try to convince you that some sins are "lesser" or that you can be "mostly clean" while holding onto certain struggles. But Jesus calls us to complete surrender. *"If your right eye causes you to stumble, pluck it out and throw it away from you. For it is more profitable for you that one of your members should perish, than for your whole body to be cast into Gehenna"* (Matthew 5:29, WEB). This is not a call to harm yourself, but a call to radical repentance—cutting off access to the things that lead you into sin, whether it be pornography, ungodly conversations, or any other trigger.
We also must warn you against the danger of syncretism—mixing Jesus with other religions or beliefs, such as Buddhism or any other false teaching. Jesus declared, *"I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me"* (John 14:6, WEB). There is no "Buddha-Jesus" or any other fusion that leads to God. The apostle Paul warned, *"But I fear that somehow, as the serpent deceived Eve in his craftiness, so your minds might be corrupted from a simple and pure devotion to Christ. For if someone comes and proclaims another Jesus whom we didn’t preach, or if you receive a different spirit which you didn’t receive, or a different ‘good news’ which you didn’t accept, you put up with that well enough"* (2 Corinthians 11:3-4, WEB). Hold fast to Christ alone, for He is the only foundation that cannot be shaken.
Now, let us pray for you with the authority and love of our Lord Jesus Christ:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this precious soul who is crying out for deliverance. Lord, You see the depths of their heart, the battles they face, and the weariness they feel. We thank You that You are a God who hears and answers prayer, and that nothing is too difficult for You.
Father, we ask for a mighty work of cleansing and deliverance. Break every chain of sin, every stronghold of the enemy, and every ungodly soul tie that has bound this person. We renounce, in the name of Jesus, any involvement in the occult—every sigil, every drop of blood shed for unholy purposes, every open door to darkness. We command every demonic spirit assigned to torment, accuse, or oppress to flee now in the name of Jesus Christ. *"Submit therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (James 4:7, WEB).
Lord, we ask for a fresh infilling of the Holy Spirit to bring conviction, repentance, and a hunger for righteousness. Cleanse this heart from all sexual immorality, from every lustful thought, and from the snares of pornography and ungodly desires. *"Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me"* (Psalm 51:10, WEB). Father, replace the darkness with Your light, the despair with Your hope, and the confusion with Your truth.
We pray for divine protection over this person’s mind, that You would guard them from vulgar speech, ungodly conversations, and every word that seeks to bring suffering. *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things"* (Philippians 4:8, WEB). Surround them with Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, and let Your Word be a lamp to their feet and a light to their path.
Father, we ask for deliverance from the spirit of death that has whispered lies of suicide. *"The thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy. I came that they may have life, and may have it abundantly"* (John 10:10, WEB). Lord, fill this heart with Your love, Your purpose, and Your joy. Remind them that their life is precious to You, that You have plans for them—plans for good and not for evil, to give them a future and a hope (Jeremiah 29:11).
We pray for divine connections—godly friends, mentors, and a community of believers who will walk alongside them in this journey of sanctification. Remove every ungodly influence, every toxic relationship, and every stumbling block from their path. *"Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?"* (2 Corinthians 6:14, WEB). Lead them to a Bible-believing church where they can grow in faith and be discipled in Your Word.
Lord, we ask for a supernatural breakthrough in their workplace. If it is Your will, provide a way of escape from the sweatshop environment that has brought such heaviness. Open doors of opportunity that align with Your purposes, and give them wisdom to navigate each day with integrity and strength. *"Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord, and not for men"* (Colossians 3:23, WEB).
Finally, Father, we thank You for the blood of Jesus that cleanses from all sin. We declare that this person is a new creation in Christ—old things have passed away, and all things have become new (2 Corinthians 5:17). Strengthen them to walk in victory, to resist temptation, and to pursue holiness with all their heart. Let them know, beyond any doubt, that they are loved, forgiven, and set free by the power of Your Son.
In the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Beloved, the road ahead may not be easy, but it is worth it. *"Let us also lay aside every weight and the sin which so easily entangles us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking to Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy that was set before him endured the cross, despising its shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God"* (Hebrews 12:1-2, WEB). Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus. Read His Word daily, pray without ceasing, and surround yourself with those who will encourage you in the faith. If you have not already, we urge you to confess these sins to a trusted pastor or mature believer who can pray with you and hold you accountable.
You are not defined by your struggles, but by the blood of Christ that has redeemed you. Walk in that freedom, and never look back. *"Remember Lot’s wife!"* (Luke 17:32, WEB). The best is yet to come for those who trust in Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
