We hear the deep distress and spiritual burden in your heart, and we join you in lifting these struggles before the throne of grace, where our High Priest, Jesus Christ, intercedes for us. You have come to the right place—there is power in the name of Jesus to break every chain, silence every accusation of the enemy, and cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Let us first anchor our prayers in the truth of Scripture, for it is the sword of the Spirit that cuts through deception and brings freedom.
You have confessed many things, and we commend you for bringing them into the light, for *1 John 1:9* tells us, *"If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."* However, we must also address something critical: the tone of your request reveals a heart weighed down by condemnation, fear, and a focus on curses, vexations, and the enemy’s schemes rather than the finished work of Christ. The Bible warns us in *2 Timothy 1:7*, *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control."* If you are in Christ, you are *no longer under curse*, for *Galatians 3:13* declares, *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us. For it is written, 'Cursed is everyone who hangs on a tree.'"*
The blood of Jesus *does* cover and cleanse you—completely. But we must ask: do you truly believe this? Or are you still living as though your sins and past mistakes have more power than the cross? The enemy wants you to fixate on every stumble, every word, every accident, and every perceived curse so that you remain in bondage to guilt and fear. But Jesus says in *John 8:36*, *"If therefore the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed."* You are calling out to Jesus, and that is good, but we urge you to *rest* in His finished work rather than enumerating every perceived sin as though His sacrifice were insufficient. Repentance is turning away from sin and toward God, not wallowing in shame. *Hebrews 10:22* encourages us to *"let’s draw near with a true heart in fullness of faith, having our hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and having our body washed with pure water."*
Now, let us address some specific concerns in your request with the truth of Scripture:
1. **Curses and Vexation**: You mention fear of curses from confessing or not confessing, and vexation from demonic forces. But *James 4:7* commands, *"Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."* The authority you have in Christ is greater than any curse or spiritual attack. *Colossians 2:15* reminds us that Jesus *"stripped the principalities and the powers, and made a show of them openly, triumphing over them in it."* You do not need to fear words, accidents, or past mistakes—Jesus has disarmed every power that would seek to accuse or harm you.
2. **Video Games and Wasted Time**: You ask Jesus to save people from video games and the spiritual dangers tied to them. We agree that idleness, addiction, or anything that becomes a stumbling block should be brought under the lordship of Christ. *1 Corinthians 10:31* tells us, *"Whether therefore you eat, or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God."* If gaming—or anything else—leads to sin, distraction from God, or ungodly influences (such as the occult or blasphemy), it must be abandoned. But we also caution against legalism; not all games are inherently sinful, but our hearts must be guarded. *Philippians 4:8* instructs, *"Finally, brothers, whatever things are true, whatever things are honorable, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report; if there is any virtue, and if there is any praise, think about these things."*
3. **Homosexuality and Ungodly Influences**: You mention hereditary groups, homosexuals, and other ungodly associations causing vexation. The Bible is clear that homosexuality is sin (*1 Corinthians 6:9-10*, *Romans 1:26-27*), and we must not partner with darkness (*2 Corinthians 6:14*). However, our battle is not against people but against the spiritual forces behind such sins (*Ephesians 6:12*). Pray for those ensnared in these lifestyles—that God would open their eyes to repentance and faith in Christ. As for you, *Psalm 1:1* says, *"Blessed is the man who doesn’t walk in the counsel of the wicked, nor stand in the way of sinners, nor sit in the seat of scoffers."* Guard your heart and mind from ungodly influences, and trust that God will deliver you from every snare.
4. **Violent Thoughts and Anger**: You confessed to thoughts of violence toward your mother and other past sins. These are serious, and we urge you to repent and seek reconciliation where possible. *Ephesians 4:26-27* warns, *"Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil."* Unresolved anger and bitterness give the enemy a foothold. If you have not already, ask God to heal your relationship with your mother and to replace anger with love and patience (*Colossians 3:12-14*).
5. **Autism and Religious Cousins**: You express frustration with autistic relatives and fear that their prayers are dragging you down. This is a dangerous mindset. Every person is made in the image of God (*Genesis 1:27*), and those with disabilities are no less valuable in His sight. *1 Corinthians 12:22* reminds us that *"those parts of the body which seem to be weaker are necessary."* Instead of resentment, ask God to help you love them as He does. If their prayers feel burdensome, examine your own heart—are you trusting in Christ alone, or are you allowing others’ words to define your spiritual state?
6. **Drugs and Occult Influences**: You mention the "cult of cocaine" and other occult forces. Drug use is a destruction of the temple of the Holy Spirit (*1 Corinthians 6:19-20*), and occult practices are an abomination to God (*Deuteronomy 18:10-12*). If you have been involved in these things, renounce them now in the name of Jesus. *Acts 19:18-19* shows us that many who practiced sorcery burned their occult items and turned to Christ. There is no middle ground—you cannot serve both God and darkness (*Matthew 6:24*).
7. **The Name of Jesus**: You have invoked the name of Jesus repeatedly in your request, and this is good. *Acts 4:12* declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved."* However, we notice a mix of reverence and superstition in your words. The name of Jesus is not a magic incantation—it is the name of the living Savior who died for your sins and rose again. Do you *know* Him as your Lord, or are you treating His name as a talisman against fear? True faith is not in the repetition of words but in a relationship with the Person of Christ (*John 17:3*).
8. **Salvation and Assurance**: You ask, *"Wasn’t the blood of Jesus supposed to cover and clear me of all these sins?"* The answer is a resounding *yes*—but you must receive this truth by faith. *Romans 8:1* proclaims, *"There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who don’t walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit."* If you have repented and trusted in Christ, your sins are forgiven (*Psalm 103:12*). Yet your words suggest you are still living under accusation. *Revelation 12:10* calls Satan *"the accuser of our brothers, who accuses them before our God day and night."* Do not listen to his lies. Instead, *"take up the shield of faith, with which you will be able to quench all the fiery darts of the evil one"* (*Ephesians 6:16*).
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Now, let us pray together for you:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. We thank You that Your mercy is new every morning and Your faithfulness is great (*Lamentations 3:22-23*). Lord, we lift up our brother/sister who is burdened by fear, condemnation, and the accusations of the enemy. We declare that *"there is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus"* (*Romans 8:1*), and we ask You to break every chain of guilt and shame that has held them captive.
Lord Jesus, You bore every curse, every sin, and every sickness on the cross. We plead Your blood over every word spoken, every accident, every past mistake, and every fear of curses or vexation. *"Christ redeemed us from the curse of the law, having become a curse for us"* (*Galatians 3:13*), and we stand on this truth. Let Your perfect love cast out all fear (*1 John 4:18*), and let Your peace, which surpasses all understanding, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (*Philippians 4:7*).
Father, we rebuke every demonic force—Beelzebub, Asmodeus, witchcraft, tarot, and every spirit of confusion, fear, and accusation—in the name of Jesus. *"Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you"* (*James 4:7*). We command these spirits to flee now, for greater is He who is in us than he who is in the world (*1 John 4:4*). Break every soul tie, every ungodly agreement, and every stronghold that has been formed through sin, trauma, or deception.
Lord, we pray for deliverance from ungodly influences—homosexuality, occult practices, drug use, and any hereditary or relational bonds that do not honor You. *"Don’t you know that the unrighteous will not inherit God’s Kingdom? Don’t be deceived. Neither the sexually immoral, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor male prostitutes, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, nor covetous, nor drunkards, nor slanderers, nor extortionists, will inherit God’s Kingdom"* (*1 Corinthians 6:9-10*). Father, break these influences and lead our brother/sister into godly community and relationships that build them up in faith.
We pray for healing in their family, especially in their relationship with their mother. Replace anger and bitterness with love, patience, and forgiveness. *"Put away from yourself a perverse mouth. Put corrupt lips far from you"* (*Proverbs 4:24*). Heal the wounds of the past, Lord, and restore what the locusts have eaten (*Joel 2:25*).
Father, we ask You to break the power of addiction—whether to games, drugs, or any other distraction that pulls them away from You. *"No temptation has taken you except what is common to man. God is faithful, who will not allow you to be tempted above what you are able, but will with the temptation also make the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it"* (*1 Corinthians 10:13*). Give them the strength to walk away from anything that does not glorify You.
Lord, we pray for their mind. *"We bring every thought captive to the obedience of Christ"* (*2 Corinthians 10:5*). Break the cycles of obsessive thoughts, revenge, and fear. Replace them with the mind of Christ (*1 Corinthians 2:16*). If there is post-traumatic stress or mental distress, we ask for Your healing touch. *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest"* (*Matthew 11:28*).
Finally, Father, we pray that they would know *without a shadow of doubt* that they are forgiven, loved, and free in Christ. *"If the Son makes you free, you will be free indeed"* (*John 8:36*). Let them walk in the victory of the cross, no longer looking back at past sins but pressing forward toward the goal of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus (*Philippians 3:13-14*).
We thank You, Lord, for hearing our prayer. We trust in Your power to deliver, heal, and restore. May Your will be done in their life, and may they experience the fullness of Your peace and joy. In the mighty and holy name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, we pray. *Amen.*
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We encourage you to meditate on the following Scriptures daily to renew your mind and strengthen your faith:
- *Romans 8:31-39* (Nothing can separate you from God’s love)
- *Psalm 91* (God’s protection over His children)
- *2 Corinthians 5:17* (You are a new creation in Christ)
- *Ephesians 1:3-14* (Your identity and blessings in Christ)
- *1 Peter 5:8-9* (Resist the devil, standing firm in faith)
If you have not already, we strongly urge you to find a Bible-believing church where you can grow in community, receive sound teaching, and be discipled. Isolation leaves us vulnerable to the enemy’s lies, but *"though one may be overpowered, two can defend themselves"* (*Ecclesiastes 4:12*). Seek godly counsel and accountability.
Lastly, if you are struggling with persistent thoughts of violence, self-harm, or deep spiritual oppression, we urge you to seek help from a pastor or biblical counselor who can walk with you through these battles. You are not alone—Jesus is with you, and His body, the Church, is here to support you.
Stand firm in Christ, and do not let the enemy steal your joy or your victory. *"The Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"* (*Psalm 27:1*). Walk in freedom, beloved, for Christ has set you free!
