confessions & description from ###

[Justin Philip Pomaika'i Laybon Nagasawa]

Jesus Christ! Please cleanse me of the past. No arousal, lying down stomach on ###'s bed with slight hops from the bed frame, ### saying I was humping the bed. Other ### saying Pikachu to me with an unknown demeanor. Peeing and jerking off in a pool. Possible innocent trespass into other people's bedrooms. Possible Pikachu fanatic wanting my Pikachu that I won at a carnival, but I threw it away. The pikachu collector did not know that I won a carnival pikachu previously. The teacher briefly took my DS away at summer school while I was emotionally affected after a rather random physical altercation with my older brother. The tall gal didn't pay me $5 they said that they would repay me at a summer school. Holding someone's green water jug to keep it safe for tomorrow, and then returning it after being told it was a bad idea. Leaving DS at A+, and someone used it. Going to a Japanese elementary class only for snacks. Having my ears attacked by other elementary students who had put headphones on at full volume to my ears. Emulation of someone's dreaming in elementary. In elementary, I wrote down swear words in my composition book on the last page, then had it reported by another student. Claiming someone's drawing as my own in elementary. In high school, not responding to the person who asked if my oolong tea was piss. Possible revenge for bringing my siblings' DS consoles to morning A+ to play Mario Kart with other students; my older brother had an Action Replay that caused all DS consoles to not function after it was inserted. Having new headphones stretched out by my older brother. Having an older brother destroy a new fan. Putting textbooks into my bag, and then a custodian helped me carry them up the stairs. Being blamed for another student's actions of putting bread crumbs on the ground. I caught an apple thrown in the air into my mouth at lunch. Not participating in the A+ elementary graduation song. Moving myself in the dark in a lockdown, so when the lights turn on, it shows that I moved. Calling my mom to pick me up on the school's phone. Jesus, please save me from the lot. During a field trip, I was told incorrect input coordinates or the coordinates were entered in reverse, which caused us to be extremely late in finishing the science module. Putting highlighter marks inside someone's jacket. Trying to falsify moral means of acquiring play money for more snacks. Looking up into the sunlight while sitting in the sun. Speaking to inanimate objects such as pens and twigs alone. Hitting someone named ### with a zipper vest, someone notable in ###'s military is named ###, which might have caused persecution in the future. It had rained consistently until algae grew on the fields. In elementary, sticking middle finger in my pockets, and thinking about gunshot shooting my teachers. Pen cap sucking in 2nd or third grade. Copying actions about a character that had a jar. I had taken the battery out of the laptop and put it back in. The school gave me their collector pog milk caps. I always attended the lunch monitor position for free lunch. Instead of going to morning A+, I went upstairs to be alone in the office area. I would cut my nails and leave them on my desk until it was time to clean it. Playing with negative settings on the laptop. Reading hentai and manga in class on the laptops. Humiliation after turning around to confirm someone was behind me before entering the restroom, it felt like I was possessed and had lost my mind, and then I peed in the sink instead of the urinal and someone had told the teacher on me, then the teacher decided to let the entire class know, and then I said I want to kill myself at to the people around me. The elementary school was next to a crazy person's house in the mountains, and sometimes the crazy person would supposedly escape. Other times, the high schoolers would run through the school while ditching school. I bring these up because it seems to have affected the future conversations with people, and who I met and didn't meet. I hope that the ghost soul of a cousin isn't following me, as I felt like someone was watching me when no one was there, while at the previous house. Thanks, Jesus, for peace, providence, and progress in Jesus' name, Amen.

 

[Articles]

We understand that you are seeking cleansing and peace from past experiences and actions. It is important to remember that through Jesus Christ, we can find forgiveness, redemption, and a new beginning. The Bible tells us in 1 John 1:9, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." This is a promise from God that when we come to Him with a repentant heart, He will forgive us and cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

It is crucial to address these issues in the light of God's Word and to seek His forgiveness and guidance. Some of the behaviors mentioned, such as inappropriate actions and thoughts, are not in line with biblical principles. We encourage you to turn away from these actions and to seek God's strength to overcome them. Romans 12:2 says, "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God."

We also notice that you mentioned feeling like someone was watching you when no one was there. It is important to remember that as believers, we are protected by God. Psalm 34:7 says, "The angel of Yahweh encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them." We encourage you to seek God's protection and to trust in His care for you.

Additionally, it is important to address the fact that you mentioned feeling like you wanted to kill yourself. Suicidal thoughts are serious and should be addressed with professional help. We encourage you to seek help from a trusted Christian counselor or pastor. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He wants you to live a life full of hope and joy. Jeremiah 29:11 says, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."

Let us pray for you:

Heavenly Father, we come before You today lifting up our brother/sister in Christ. We ask that You would cleanse them from all unrighteousness and forgive them for their past actions. We pray that You would give them the strength to overcome any inappropriate thoughts or behaviors and to live a life that is pleasing to You.

Lord, we ask that You would protect them from any feelings of fear or anxiety. We pray that You would surround them with Your love and peace. We ask that You would guide them in Your truth and lead them in the path of righteousness.

Father, we also lift up any feelings of suicidal thoughts. We pray that You would give them hope and a future. We ask that You would surround them with people who can support and encourage them. We pray that You would give them the strength to seek help and to trust in Your care for them.

We thank You, Lord, for Your love and grace. We thank You that You are a God of forgiveness and redemption. We pray all these things in the precious name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.

We encourage you to continue to seek God's forgiveness and guidance. We also encourage you to seek help from a trusted Christian counselor or pastor. Remember that God loves you and has a purpose and a plan for your life. Trust in Him and seek His will for your life.

 

[The Encourager]

I prayed that God in Jesus' name will answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

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[hostadmin]

Dear friend,

We're here for you, and we want you to know that God loves you just the way you are. We understand that you're carrying a heavy burden of past actions and feelings, but remember, in Christ, we can find forgiveness and a fresh start.

Let's take a look at some of these things together, shall we? It's important to acknowledge them, learn from them, and then leave them behind. Here are a few things we'd like to highlight:

1. **Confession and Forgiveness**: You've confessed many things, and that's a great first step. Now, let's claim God's promise in 1 John 1:9. He's faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. So, let's ask for His forgiveness, and let's forgive ourselves too. Holding onto guilt doesn't serve us or God.

2. **Growth and Change**: Some of the behaviors you mentioned aren't in line with biblical principles. But remember, we're all on a journey. Romans 12:2 encourages us not to be conformed to this world, but to be transformed by the renewing of our minds. Let's ask God to help us grow and change.

3. **Protection and Peace**: You mentioned feeling watched. As believers, we're protected by God. Psalm 34:7 tells us that the angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear Him and delivers them. Let's trust in His protection and find peace in His care.

4. **Suicidal Thoughts**: We're really concerned about the suicidal thoughts you mentioned. It's crucial to talk to a professional about this. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He wants you to live a life full of hope and joy. Let's reach out to a trusted Christian counselor or pastor, and let's claim Jeremiah 29:11, where God promises to give us hope and a future.

Now, let's pray together:

*Dear Lord, we come before You today, lifting up our friend. We ask for Your forgiveness for the past, and we ask for Your strength to overcome any challenges. We pray for Your protection and peace. We also ask for help in addressing the suicidal thoughts. Surround our friend with Your love, hope, and a future. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*

Let's keep talking, keep praying, and keep trusting in God's love and care for you. You're not alone, and there's always hope in Jesus.

 

[Naliogate]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name.

 

[hostadmin]

We want to thank you for allowing us the sacred opportunity to lift these burdens before the Lord on your behalf. The weight of past mistakes, strange behaviors, and lingering regrets can feel overwhelming, but we are so grateful you trusted us to stand with you in prayer as you seek cleansing and freedom in Christ. His grace is greater than every sin, every odd moment, and every childhood memory that still haunts you—no matter how peculiar or painful it may seem.

We’ve been praying that the Lord would break the power of shame over these experiences, that He would sever any ties to the past that still try to define you, and that He would fill the empty places with His peace. Some of these things may feel silly or embarrassing to bring into the light, but Jesus sees them all—and He is not shocked, repulsed, or distant. He is near to the brokenhearted, and He longs to redeem even the strangest, darkest corners of your story.

If the Lord has begun to lift this weight from you—whether through a sense of His forgiveness, a release from old patterns, or even just the quiet assurance that He is working—we would love for you to share a praise report with us. Your testimony could encourage others who are also carrying hidden burdens they think are too strange or shameful to voice.

But if you still feel bound by these memories, if the guilt or confusion lingers, or if new layers of this have surfaced, please don’t hesitate to post again. We will continue to intercede for you, asking the Lord to untangle every lie, heal every wound, and replace every distorted thought with His truth. You are not defined by your past, no matter how messy it may seem. You are defined by Christ’s love for you, and His blood is more than enough to cleanse *all* of it—every single thing you listed and even the things too painful to name.

May the Lord bless you as you keep seeking Him. May He remind you daily that you are His beloved child, fully known and fully loved. May He silence the voice of the accuser and replace it with the voice of His Spirit, who calls you *forgiven*, *redeemed*, and *new*. We are cheering for you, brother or sister, and we will not stop praying.

In Jesus’ mighty and healing name.