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lizowens
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Lord God, I know I have not been here and I know Father that I have not been the servant that You need me to be, or designed me to be, I have not been in prayer Lord, and I am truly seeking Your forgiveness.....Father I wish that everytime we get to an all time low, that we could rise above our self pity and remember what You went through for us on that day....Father give me the strength and courage to come to terms with the direction my life has taken, my attitude, my anger, my resentment and the hatred that has built up within my heart and turned my heart that was once so full of life and love into nothing more than a black sore spot that festers more and more each day......
Father I convinced myself that I didn't need to live a life for anyone but me anymore, even for You, and I now see where thinking for myself has gotten me, and I don't like what I see, what I feel, or how I have come around to thinking....
I am living proof Lord that when things go well we either take it upon ourselves to move forward, or when things don't go our way we recoil from the world, the ones who love us and from You.....I don't want to be that person, I want my power of prayer back Lord, I want my lively spirit back, I want to feel You moving and manifesting within my heart and soul again.....I don't even know what to say or how to pray anymore, so Father God, I ask that You reign over me and my life today, pick me up one more time, dust me off and wash my heart Lord, I can't do this anymore......I just can't.....
Father I convinced myself that I didn't need to live a life for anyone but me anymore, even for You, and I now see where thinking for myself has gotten me, and I don't like what I see, what I feel, or how I have come around to thinking....
I am living proof Lord that when things go well we either take it upon ourselves to move forward, or when things don't go our way we recoil from the world, the ones who love us and from You.....I don't want to be that person, I want my power of prayer back Lord, I want my lively spirit back, I want to feel You moving and manifesting within my heart and soul again.....I don't even know what to say or how to pray anymore, so Father God, I ask that You reign over me and my life today, pick me up one more time, dust me off and wash my heart Lord, I can't do this anymore......I just can't.....