College and Needing restored

[Guest]

Lord, I don't know that I get it, I went to look up rentals in the newspapers up there and thought perhaps that was not Your desire. Is it Your plan for us to attend college up there?
I really thought so.
ALSO: I want my son safe, with me and ###. A long time ago I asked You Lord to get rid of ###. You know about his harassment, controlling personality, the alcohol and him hitting me and how he was into the drugs and selling. You know I wanted my son SAFE. Not around that abusiveness and lifestyle. I WANT MY SON ### WITH ME AND ###, RESTORED!
Maybe ### has changed I do not know.
I would probably NEVER trust him. I do not love him as a woman loves a man. Please Lord Jesus, do not allow him to get in the way of MY restoration in the various areas of my life ESPECIALLY with ###. I have worked hard most of my life Lord, tried my best to do as You would have wanted me to do, been the best possible person I could be considering the circumstances.
Expose the liars Lord, every last one.
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How can I feel very loved by You when You have allowed the atrocities committed against me to occur?
Trust does not grow in those kind of circumstances.
I pray so much about all these things Lord so that there are NO MORE ATROCITIES committed against me. Where was the protection? I want restored SOON! with ###. I want to remarry, please help ### to be the man I need AND the kind of dad ### needs. We will need our OWN home eventually as You know what I like and about my VISION. I pray for excellent scholarships for us possibly even excellent on campus employment and that You will help us; all 3 of us to excel as students.

 

[Je_anne]

Lord I lift you up the one who wrote this prayer, her son ### and ###. Lord with all the things happening in their lives right now, with all the chaos that they are facing, I pray that they will not fret. I pray that enable them to feel and experience your love, protection and faithfulness. Lord what you have said so it will be done. Let faith, hope rise up in their hearts amidst the problems. Lord I pray let this be an opportunity for them to have deeper relationship with you and ley this be an opportunity for them to see that YOU ARE GOD. THAT YOU are just, righteous GOD. THAT you want what's best for your people that you care, you bind and heal the broken hearted and that you restore. Lord may your comfort be upon them. Guide them, lead them and let them walk according to the path that you gave them. In Jesus name amen.