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I have worked through somethings in my mind regarding my husband. My pain is still great and I will continue to work on my walk with the Lord. I woke up this morning and I had some thoughts. I need to have compassion on my husband, obviously he is hurting as well. I am by no means condoning his behavior, but when he left he said he was feeling guilty. Maybe he has all ready realized he failed. That is why he is struggling so much.
My brother told me the parable of the seed. The one that falls on the hard ground does not grow because the ground is too hard. What would I do if I were the farmer? (I would till it up.) But a farmer may water the soil to make it soft. Tears of compassion can soften the hardest hearts. I pray that I may have compassion for him. I can just imagine the Savior crying tears over his lost child. Bring the prodigal home...
I do have a praise though it may seem small. I did my Bible study yesterday, I kept feeling God tugging at my heart to read in Joel 2:5 and through the end of the chapter. THe verse that stood out was God would restore what the locusts have eaten. (paraphrased) I prayed that someone would back up this verse up to me. Not to test God, but to confirm His word. Later I was speaking to my friend and she said "May God restore what the locusts have eaten". I felt that was my confirmation of God's blessings. Praise God!
My brother told me the parable of the seed. The one that falls on the hard ground does not grow because the ground is too hard. What would I do if I were the farmer? (I would till it up.) But a farmer may water the soil to make it soft. Tears of compassion can soften the hardest hearts. I pray that I may have compassion for him. I can just imagine the Savior crying tears over his lost child. Bring the prodigal home...
I do have a praise though it may seem small. I did my Bible study yesterday, I kept feeling God tugging at my heart to read in Joel 2:5 and through the end of the chapter. THe verse that stood out was God would restore what the locusts have eaten. (paraphrased) I prayed that someone would back up this verse up to me. Not to test God, but to confirm His word. Later I was speaking to my friend and she said "May God restore what the locusts have eaten". I felt that was my confirmation of God's blessings. Praise God!