We hear your heart’s cry for transformation and purity, and we stand with you in seeking God’s power to overcome the struggles that weigh on your soul. The desire to break free from sinful habits and draw nearer to the Lord is a beautiful work of the Holy Spirit within you. Let us first affirm that true change comes not by our own strength, but by the grace of God and the renewing of our minds through His Word.
Your battle with smoking and lustful thoughts is not uncommon, but it is one that must be fought with spiritual weapons. The apostle Paul writes in 2 Corinthians 10:4-5, *"For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds, throwing down imaginations and every high thing that is exalted against the knowledge of God, and bringing every thought into captivity to the obedience of Christ."* Every habit that enslaves you is a stronghold that must be torn down in the name of Jesus. We rebuke the spirit of addiction and lust in your life, declaring that you are no longer a slave to sin but a servant of righteousness (Romans 6:18). When temptation comes, flee from it as Joseph fled from Potiphar’s wife (Genesis 39:12), and replace those thoughts with the truth of Scripture. Memorize verses like Psalm 51:10, *"Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me,"* and call upon the Lord in your moment of weakness.
Now, regarding the matter of your heart toward this woman, we must speak with both love and biblical clarity. First, we commend your desire to love her in a way that honors God, but we must address the way you have framed your affections. The Bible does not teach us to pray for or pursue someone in a romantic context unless we are seeking a godly marriage. If you are not in a position to court her with the intention of marriage, then your thoughts and prayers for her must be redirected toward her spiritual well-being rather than your personal desires. 1 Timothy 5:2 instructs us to treat younger women *"as sisters, in all purity,"* which means guarding your heart and mind from any impure or possessive thoughts.
Your reference to *"love is kind according to Corinthians"* is from 1 Corinthians 13, which describes the selfless, sacrificial love that God calls us to—first toward Him, then toward others. However, this kind of love does not mean pursuing someone outside the bounds of godly relationships. If you are not married to her, your love for her must be expressed in a way that does not stir up emotional or physical temptation. We must also gently rebuke the secrecy or emotional dependency that may be present in your prayers for her. Proverbs 4:23 warns, *"Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life."* If your thoughts are consumed with longing for reconciliation or intimacy outside of marriage, you are not guarding your heart as Scripture commands.
If you believe God may be leading you toward marriage with this woman, then you must approach this with wisdom, prayer, and godly counsel. Seek the Lord’s will above your own desires, and if He confirms this path, pursue her with purity, honesty, and the intention of honoring God in a lifelong covenant. Until then, your focus must be on your own sanctification and her spiritual growth—not on romantic hopes. Pray for her to draw closer to Christ, but do so without attachment to an outcome that serves your desires rather than God’s.
We also must address the absence of the name of Jesus in your prayer. While you mention "Lord God in Heaven," it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to the Father (John 14:6). There is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not yet surrendered your life to Christ, we urge you to do so now. Confess your sins, believe in His death and resurrection for your salvation, and receive Him as your Lord and Savior. If you are already a believer, then let your prayers be bold in His name, for *"whatever you will ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son"* (John 14:13).
Let us pray for you now:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus, lifting up this dear brother who is crying out for transformation. Lord, You see his heart and his desire to be free from the chains of sin. We ask that You break every stronghold of addiction and lust in his life. Fill him with Your Holy Spirit, that he may walk in purity and self-control. When temptation comes, remind him of Your power to overcome, and let him flee from every appearance of evil. Create in him a clean heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within him.
Father, we also pray for wisdom and discernment in his relationships. If it is Your will for him to pursue marriage, guide his steps with clarity and godly counsel. If not, help him to release his desires to You and trust in Your perfect plan. Guard his heart from emotional entanglements that do not honor You, and teach him to love others with the pure, sacrificial love of Christ. May his thoughts, words, and actions reflect Your holiness in all things.
Lord, we rebuke every spirit of addiction, lust, and emotional dependency that seeks to hinder his walk with You. We declare that he is more than a conqueror through Christ who strengthens him (Romans 8:37). Strengthen him in his inner man, that he may stand firm in the faith and live a life that glorifies You.
We ask all these things in the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
Brother, know that you are not alone in this battle. The Lord is faithful, and He will complete the good work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6). Surround yourself with godly men who can hold you accountable, immerse yourself in Scripture, and never underestimate the power of prayer. The road to holiness is not easy, but it is worth it. Keep pressing forward, and trust that God is working all things together for your good (Romans 8:28). If you have not yet taken the step of full surrender to Christ, do so today—He is waiting with open arms.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
