Well, another 30 days have flown by (actually 31 as I forgot to keep on top of it) and I still have not masturbated since realizing how truly amazing it is to be in love with someone. More good news - still no sex, porn, or wet dreams over the past month either. I have gone 61 days without any masturbating and 38 days without a wet dream as well, it looks like after 9 years of constant weekly relapse, I am finally giving this up cold turkey. Thank Jesus, and thank you all who have been praying for me in this. Only when a full 90 days have gone by do psychologists consider an addiction truly broken and unlikely to relapse, so keep praying, wish me luck, and thank-you. This addiction is finally going down! Praise the Lord!