Well, after trying to quit masturbating since I was 13 (7-8 years ago), I have finally reached a true first milestone: A full 30 days without masturbating! This breakthrough has happened because I met someone that I feel and want only good things for, my love for her is pure! I honestly don't know if she is to be my future wife or anything, but she has taught me that what I desire most for my future is true romantic love, not sexual climax ( and she has no idea)! I haven't the slightest idea if this girl is to be my future, but now after appearing to finally be breaking free from this, I trust God on this situation, and know that whether she is to be my futre bride or not: Know that I will always be thankful God allowed me to meet her regardless for helping me realize that I truly don't want to masturbate in the slightest and want to find true love one day. I would also like to thank everyone here who has been praying for my request of freedom from this, I ask that you please continue praying for me that I will maintain this freedom and not have a relapse.
"How's the 30 days been Julian?" I hope you asked.
Julian (Me) : "Honestly pretty great. I'm feeling better then I expected actually. I seem to be a lot more positive lately and of a healthier mindset as my mind has been thinking of more wholesome things in general. I also am pretty turned off to porn ever since realizing that I love this girl, and have only been tempted to masturbate like three times the entire month - which is pretty impressive.The bad news is I did have ONE WET DREAM (very unpleasant) on the 12th of August, but know that I truly didn't want it and was merely my flesh fighting back, so I
am hoping that as I continue my new lifestyle, the wet dreams will become less frequent until they to fade away.
I hope my post will be looked at as inspiring to other children of God on this site suffering with addiction, because I write this story to remind such Christians that they are not alone, so don't let guilt overtake what ever addiction they are trying to deal with aswell. May this story be hopeful and helpful to all christians dealing with addictions. Please feel free to comment below and ask me any questions as well as expect future posts from me as we root for me to reach 60 day, 90 day and years free without masturbation in my life.
"How's the 30 days been Julian?" I hope you asked.
Julian (Me) : "Honestly pretty great. I'm feeling better then I expected actually. I seem to be a lot more positive lately and of a healthier mindset as my mind has been thinking of more wholesome things in general. I also am pretty turned off to porn ever since realizing that I love this girl, and have only been tempted to masturbate like three times the entire month - which is pretty impressive.The bad news is I did have ONE WET DREAM (very unpleasant) on the 12th of August, but know that I truly didn't want it and was merely my flesh fighting back, so I
am hoping that as I continue my new lifestyle, the wet dreams will become less frequent until they to fade away.
I hope my post will be looked at as inspiring to other children of God on this site suffering with addiction, because I write this story to remind such Christians that they are not alone, so don't let guilt overtake what ever addiction they are trying to deal with aswell. May this story be hopeful and helpful to all christians dealing with addictions. Please feel free to comment below and ask me any questions as well as expect future posts from me as we root for me to reach 60 day, 90 day and years free without masturbation in my life.
