Can't Sleep Due To Old Ghosts Still Haunting My Thoughts :(

[prayingmother]

I know it seems as if I'm always in here for prayer requests for my children. I have gotten better about not worrying so much about them, but things have been troubling me lately and maybe someone can send me a private message to help me make some understanding about things and give me some hope and shed some light to concerns I have for my children.

First of all, as my user name states, I am a praying mother.. constantly in prayer for my children and for others as well. Praying without ceasing, that would be me. Trying not to give God the same prayer requests over and over, but trusting that once my prayer is said, it's taking motion as it's sent off... I believe with my whole heart that God loves us all and wants the the best for us.

Here is my concern tonight that's keeping me up.

Once upon a time, I was involved with someone who had a child. A son from a previous relationship. I met him when I was pregnant with my first child. He took me in and promised to care for me and my child. Years passed and we had 2 children together. So altogether we had 4 (two girls and two boys). My relationship with this man became abusive as time went on.. a very unhealthy relationship, which ended when I found out he was abusing my daughter (who is not biologically his). During this time, his son (who is not mine) was found and convicted of child molestation. He is serving a 10yr sentence at this time.

My concern is the children I had with him. I pray that whatever curse this is is broken. That it isn't passed along to any of my children or theirs', nor theirs'. I have looked into praying generational curses away from my family. I now Jesus died for those sins already. I'm praying that I have counseled my children and brought them up to know that what their father and half-brother did was horribly wrong. I pray that everywhere they go, they go in respect and respect others and keep healthy boundaries between themselves and their friends and friends acquaintances.

My children are 23 (g) going on 24 in November.. 19 (g) going on 20 in October and 18 (b). Please pray in agreement with me that whatever it is that bothers me about this whole thing is resolved. I don't want them to carry this curse with them or pass it along to their children and so on. I have prayed and prayed for peace about it all. I often wonder if my two youngest weren't molested as well, but they don't recall. As of right now, we are hoping that they weren't.

We moved far away from where we belong to start our new lives, but things like this always seem to be tucked far in the back of our thoughts.

Please pray with me that this is broken. Please someone reassure me that it is possible. I know all things are possible through Christ. I brought my children up in church and as they grew older, they pushed themselves away from it. I pray that God draws them near Him again. I would feel so much better .

Thank you for your time

 

[cesar00]

My dear Prayingmother, most of us have children and worry about them constantly, it is our job as parents to do so. I have taken my children and their lives and placed tham at the feet of my Lord Jesus Christ on the cross. I have nothing to do with them, they belong to him. He will do with them as he pleases. It may seem something hard to do but it is not if you are a woman of faith and love Jesus Christ and believe in him like I do. He has performed miracles I have asked him for, one of my sons who is now twenty two had chronic asthma and was almost invalid when I prayed to God to heal him and he did, my son was asthma free within minutes of my praying to him. Jesus Christ is allmighty but the strength and the might of his power with regards to you and your children depend on how much you believe in this power. If you beieve in your heart that he will move a mountain for you, parayingmother, he will do it, for I am a witness of that power and I stand by my word and MY Lord Jesus Christ.

About the curse I really believe that all curses disapeared wen Jesus died on the cross, that any existing curse is inside of you, not them. It is necessary dear praying mother that YOU not them look up to the sky at your Lord Jesus and ask him to erase and clenase your soul and your heart and your mind of what these people did. It is necessary that you forgive them and forgive yourself for what they did, it is necessary that you LOVE them with all your heart and wish that they will meet our Lord Jesus so that any and all curses are broken.

IDear Jesus I stand before you today begging that you cleanse this family of all the hurt and all the pain they have gone thorugh. Dear Lord these men have done evil things but we are not here to judge or condemn them we are here to ask you for their forgiveness, we are asking you to free their minds and their sould of the burden they carry for what they have done and allow them to see your light Dear Jesus, allow them to feel the warmth of your presence in the darkness in which they live. We tahnk you Jesus nevause we know that our sister praying mother is now finding peace in her heart and is sending her love to these men who hurt her and her family. Thank you Jesius for your mercy and love. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.