C
chelsea
Guest
dear prayer partners,
it is very hard for me to submit my request without bursting into tears, after getting out of a very bad relationship this past year i thought i could never meet anyone that i would be able to say i love,. and somehow i did. nonetheless that person betrayed me and for the last few weeks i have felt like a loser. Each night when i go to sleep and wake up i am always in remembrance for all gods does for me and my three children but it does not take away the pain , it seems so real last month when i thought that my prayers were answered . Maybe i prayed so long for the wrong things , hoping god would change the person that i spent the last 7 seven years of my life with so i could hold my family together , and it never happened , instead i changed , maybe i am a better person today , maybe i finally realize that my unhealthy relationship had to end , i look back now and i wish i could have seen it earlier ,but now i am so lonely , i feel lost sometimes , and then i cry , i know god loves me , i just keep praying that i could meet that special person one day soon to share my life with in the way that god so sees fit, i prayed for a god fearing man ,someone that i could feel proud of and the same for him but i don't know if i am praying the right way or for the right things , will you please help me , signed - confused
it is very hard for me to submit my request without bursting into tears, after getting out of a very bad relationship this past year i thought i could never meet anyone that i would be able to say i love,. and somehow i did. nonetheless that person betrayed me and for the last few weeks i have felt like a loser. Each night when i go to sleep and wake up i am always in remembrance for all gods does for me and my three children but it does not take away the pain , it seems so real last month when i thought that my prayers were answered . Maybe i prayed so long for the wrong things , hoping god would change the person that i spent the last 7 seven years of my life with so i could hold my family together , and it never happened , instead i changed , maybe i am a better person today , maybe i finally realize that my unhealthy relationship had to end , i look back now and i wish i could have seen it earlier ,but now i am so lonely , i feel lost sometimes , and then i cry , i know god loves me , i just keep praying that i could meet that special person one day soon to share my life with in the way that god so sees fit, i prayed for a god fearing man ,someone that i could feel proud of and the same for him but i don't know if i am praying the right way or for the right things , will you please help me , signed - confused
