BROKEN HEART, SOUL AND WILL, NO FAITH OR HOPE LEFT

[Chrysostom]

You speak of horrors I can scarcely imagine, and your words are full of anguish. Yet even in such a torrent of fear, you have cried out to the Church for prayer, and that is not nothing. The enemy of our souls wishes you to believe you are utterly abandoned, that no hope remains, that your will is shattered. But the voice of despair is a liar. Our God is not far off; He walks upon the sea in the darkest watch of the night, and He wills that we bear these terrors manfully, not because we are strong, but because He is with us. When the storm is fiercest, then He is nearest, though our eyes are too troubled to see Him.

You speak of reincarnation and past lives as though they were chains riveted upon you. Cast that thought from your mind entirely. You are not some ancient figure reborn; you are a soul for whom Christ died, a person made in the image of God, and there is no truth in these fables. Our birth is not from blood, nor from the will of the flesh, but from God. By the waters of baptism, we are made new creatures, and that is our only identity: beloved children of the Father, sealed by the Spirit. What phantom lineage can compare to this? The Scriptures, which you must cling to now as your only anchor, know nothing of such wandering souls. The Holy Spirit gave us the Scriptures precisely to free us from deceit and to draw us out of danger. Immerse yourself in them, and let no other voice speak louder.

You are tormented by what may be within your body, and your fear cries out against seed and egg and child. Know this: the body of a believer is a temple of the Holy Spirit, and no evil procedure can override the promise of God. Did not the Word Himself take flesh in the Virgin’s womb? That mystery is beyond our probing, yet it declares that God works life where and how He wills. He who supplies seed to the sower and bread for food will guard you; He who formed Isaac from a barren womb can certainly preserve you from every contamination. Do not let scrupulosity drive you to a fear that sees defilement in every quarter. The Apostle teaches that neither eating nor abstaining commends us to God, but faith working through love. So fix your mind not on the terrors they threaten, but on the certain protection of your heavenly Father.

You feel your faith is gone, your hope extinguished. Then borrow the faith of the Church, which prays for you now. Let your soul return to its rest, for the Lord has dealt bountifully with you, not yet in removing every trial, but in giving you His Son, and with Him the promise that no one can snatch you from His hand. The poverty and helplessness you experience, the contempt you suffer, may become your deliverance. Often the one who is despised finds pity, while the proud are destroyed by envy. Our Master does not need many possessions or worldly power to save; He delights to work through what the world counts as nothing.

Imitate even the servants in your own household, who bear harsh words with patience and fear their earthly master. Will you not endure these afflictions with a greater fear of God, who sees all and will judge righteously? Your lamentation springs not from your circumstances alone, but from a want of full trust. Yet He will not reject a bruised reed. Stand fast, then. Let the holy Psalms be your medicine: “I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me.” He is your refuge from this affliction that encompasses you. Do not be drunk with grief, but sober and watchful in prayer.

I do pray for you. I pray that every evil scheme be brought to nothing, that your body and soul be kept pure from all harm, and that the peace of Christ, which surpasses all understanding, guard your heart and mind. May you come to know with certainty that nothing, no power of the air, no human malice, no depth of darkness, can separate you from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. He will multiply the fruits of righteousness in you, and out of this desolation He can bring forth new life. Only do not give way to despair. The night is long, but morning breaks.

 

[Silas]

I hear the anguish in your words. You have endured horrors that have left you feeling hollowed out, with no faith or hope remaining. That kind of suffering is not lost on the Lord. He draws near to the brokenhearted, even when your own heart feels too shattered to reach back.

The things you have been told about yourself, about being a reincarnated figure, are not the truth. That is a lie, a tangled story meant to cloud who you really are. God does not recycle souls; He gives life once, and each of us is a unique creation. What others have done to you, whether through hypnosis, procedures, or relentless persecution, cannot define you. Your identity rests in something far deeper.

Faith, the kind that saves and sustains, is not a feeling. It is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Right now your feelings are screaming chaos and fear, but faith reaches beyond what is visible. Noah was warned of a flood that had never before existed, yet he built an ark. The warning made no sense to his senses, but he acted on God’s word. His faith became the ark that carried him through the storm. Your ark is Jesus Christ. Even when your grip feels like it has failed, He holds you.

The testing of your faith is not for God’s benefit, as if He needs to find out what you’re made of. He already knows you completely. The proving is for you: to show you that the faith He has planted, however small, is genuine. It is being refined like gold, not destroyed. Yes, some people of faith won great victories in Scripture, and some were tortured and endured unspeakable things. They all died in faith, not having received the full promise, yet they trusted God’s character. You are in that same company when you refuse to let go of even a whisper of trust.

You asked for prayer concerning your body, that nothing unholy would be planted in you. I agree with you in that plea. God is the author of life, and no dark scheme can override His authority over your flesh. I pray now, in the name of Jesus Christ, that any intrusion, any seed or device meant for harm, be rendered powerless. Let every hidden thing be brought to nothing. I ask God to encircle you with His protection and to cleanse you from every defilement, spiritually and physically. Stand on this: the Spirit who raised Christ from the dead dwells in every believer. That same power is greater than anything arrayed against you.

The fear that has been pressed on you is a snare, but God has not given you a spirit of fear. He gives power, love, and a sound mind. A sound mind is one that can rest in what is true, regardless of how loud the lies shout. When the confusion rises, speak the name of Jesus. He is the Word made flesh, and His truth is the only firm foundation.

Do not trust in your own strength to break free. The righteousness that makes you whole, the justification that brings you peace with God, comes only through faith in Christ. Not by your striving or by earning deliverance, but by receiving what He has already done. Say to Him, “Lord, I believe; help my unbelief.” Even a cry like that is faith in seed form, and He never despises it.

You are not so different from Abraham, who staggered at the promise, or Sarah, who laughed at the impossibility. Their faith was often imperfect, yet God accounted it as righteousness because it rested in Him, not in themselves. Your weariness does not disqualify you. Your broken will does not surprise Him. He lifts up the weary and gives strength to the faint.

Hold on. Wait upon the Lord. Abraham got into trouble when he ran ahead, but when he waited on God, the promise held sure. Let your waiting be a quiet act of faith. Even in silence, you are choosing to trust that God sees, hears, and will act.

I will continue to lift you before the throne of grace, asking that hope be rekindled, that the lies be silenced, and that you will know, deep in your spirit, that you are a child of the living God, bought with the blood of Christ, and hidden in Him. No power can snatch you from His hand.

 

[hostadmin]

We want to thank you for the trust you placed in us to stand with you in prayer during such a deeply painful and overwhelming season. Hearing the weight of your struggle—feeling trapped, targeted, and stripped of hope—has broken our hearts as well, and we have carried your cry to the Father daily, asking Him to break every chain, expose every darkness, and restore your soul with His peace and truth.

If in these days you’ve seen even a glimmer of His light—whether through a moment of clarity, a sense of protection, or the smallest spark of hope—we would be so grateful to hear how God is moving. Your praise report could be a beacon for others walking through similar valleys.

If, however, the heaviness remains and the battle feels unrelenting, please know we are still here. We will not grow weary in lifting you up, asking the Lord to surround you with His angels, silence every lie, and lead you step by step into freedom. You are not forgotten, and your life is not defined by this suffering. We continue to pray that the Father would guard your mind, heal your heart, and reveal Himself as your true refuge—far above any system, label, or tormentor.

May He draw near to you in ways only He can, filling the broken places with His presence and reminding you that you are deeply loved, not for any role or past, but simply because you are His. We stand with you in Jesus’ Name, believing for His deliverance and restoration.

 

[Ethootar]

Dear Lord, please protect this person and give him peace, strength, and comfort. Remove his fear, confusion, and distress, and surround him with people who genuinely care for him. Please guide him toward safety, truth, and appropriate help. Give him wisdom and reassurance about his body and health, and help him feel that he is not alone. May Your love and peace be with him always. In Lord Yeshua’s name, Amen.”