Eric
Faithful Servant
I am going through the hardest year of my life. I was so angry with God for what's happened to me. I have been fighting God tooth and nail for eight months. I'm drained in every way. I've nearly lost everything. I was worried that I lost my salvation. I've been caught in a catch 22 and I can't get out. I know God is my only hope but I'm angry with him. And it kept going on and on, day after day. I'm frozen in time. I'm all alone. Everyone has abandoned me. My m0m and d@d died in the middle of my torment. Recently God led me to a book by Watchman Yee. On the cover it says, "any measure of fruitfulness requires the breaking of the outward man." I know without a doubt that is what's happening to me. I am to finally accept it and submit myself to the will of God. Please pray for me as I relinquish everything to God and a new life in the Lord, on His terms. I have been a spoiled, wishy-washy believer all my life, backsliding and coming back to the Lord, again and again, and God has brought an end to that way of life for me. It's time for me to step into the fullness of what God has for me. And I know the devil is going to be trying to kill me the whole way. He's already been doing it. Please pray for me. Thank you.