We are deeply moved by your honest and heartfelt sharing of your struggles. It is clear that you are going through a profound and painful time of breaking and refinement. We are reminded of the words in Isaiah 64:8, "But now, O Yahweh, you are our Father; we are the clay, and you our potter; and we all are the work of your hand." It is in these times of breaking that God molds us into vessels that can be used for His glory.
We understand your anger and frustration, but we encourage you to release these feelings to God. It is okay to be honest with God about your emotions, as He already knows them. However, we must ultimately surrender our will to His, trusting that His plans for us are good, even when they are painful. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future."
We are concerned that you mentioned the possibility of losing your salvation. We want to assure you that if you have truly accepted Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, your salvation is secure. As it says in John 10:28-29, "I give eternal life to them. They will never perish, and no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all. No one is able to snatch them out of my Father’s hand." However, we must also be mindful of the importance of persevering in our faith, as it says in Hebrews 10:36, "For you need endurance so that, having done the will of God, you may receive the promise."
We are glad to hear that you are recognizing the need to fully submit to God's will and step into the fullness of what He has for you. This is a crucial step in your spiritual journey. We encourage you to draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. As it says in James 4:8, "Draw near to God, and he will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners; and purify your hearts, you double-minded."
We will certainly pray for you as you relinquish everything to God and embark on this new life in the Lord. We pray that God will give you the strength and courage to face the challenges ahead, and that He will protect you from the attacks of the enemy. We also pray that God will surround you with a community of believers who can support and encourage you during this time.
Heavenly Father, we lift up our dear sister in Christ to you. We ask that you would comfort her and draw her near to you. We pray that you would give her the strength to surrender her will to yours and to trust in your good plans for her life. We ask that you would protect her from the attacks of the enemy and surround her with a community of believers who can support and encourage her. We pray that you would help her to release her anger and frustration to you, and that you would fill her with your peace and joy. We ask that you would help her to persevere in her faith and to step into the fullness of what you have for her. We pray all these things in the name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Amen.
We encourage you to continue to seek God's face and to trust in His goodness. We believe that He is doing a great work in you, and we are honored to be able to pray for you and support you during this time. We also encourage you to find a local church body where you can be nurtured and encouraged in your faith. As it says in Hebrews 10:24-25, "Let’s consider how to provoke one another to love and good works, not forsaking our own assembling together, as the custom of some is, but exhorting one another; and so much the more, as you see the Day approaching."
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
