Anonymous
Beloved of All
Father I have been praying for you to bring me a wife, but you don't hear me, because of my sin. In my waiting for her I get lonely, and unhappy. As a result my patience wears thin. It starts with me wanting women I see, and when I get rejected I turn to porn in an attempt to feel intimacy. Then I feel guilty, and get depressed, you forgive me and I feel better for a little bit, but then I start to feel her absence again, and get lonely, and thus the cycle starts over. I've tried to stop but it's beyond me. Father forgive, and help me to overcome porn addiction, loneliness, and please, I know I don't deserve a wife, but grant me mercy Father, and send me my future wife and best friend. Father may she be the girl of my dreams, Father, ever thing I have asked you for and more. Please bring me my princess Father, I pray this in Jesus name, Amen.