Dhitlor
Humble Prayer Partner
I just finished fasting for the day and the second that I ended my fast my niece called me on the phone. The first thing she says on the phone call is that she is learning a language that my father's family (who are highly narcissistic) have used to ostracize and isolate me for the past few years since they have started harassing me. At this point, I have no desire to hear or speak that language thanks to them. I don't even want anything to do with that part of my racial identity because of their actions toward me and other family members of mine as well. Her calling me to tell me this was totally random. She then spent the rest of the phone call continuing to repeat the words from this language no matter how much I tried to steer the conversation toward something else. It was very triggering. Over the years I have noticed certain things concerning my niece and I genuinely believe she is under some kind of demonic influence/possession/etc. Among other things, she often seems to be easily used by Satan to attack me even though sometimes she does not even seem to understand what she's doing. The entire situation felt like a direct attack from my father's family which is something I have experienced before in recent years. His family is very demonic, wicked, narcissistic and likely involved in witchcraft. I experience more attacks (and more intense and direct) like this when I am on my cycle. If I fast and pray during my cycle, the attacks will stop while I'm fasting but the second that I end my fast, they will immediately start back up intensely. These demonic attacks (those I experience while I'm on my cycle and while I'm not on my cycle) often occur along with "physical" sensations and symptoms (sensations and symptoms that are not really happening but feel real) that are distressing. I'm very disturbed now after that conversation and experience. I'm also sick of my father's family and all those who have been harassing me and I'm getting to the point where I'm tired of not retaliating. Please pray for me about all this. Please also pray that I can get my schoolwork done today like I intended to. Thank you.