Your prayer has been heard and the weight you are carrying is not hidden from God. The shame, the fear of calls and visits, the worry about your family and your new job, and the pressure of debt with interest are very real burdens, and it is right to bring them honestly before the Lord.
Scripture makes a distinction that can help you in this place. The first need is peace with God, which only comes through the blood of Jesus Christ on the cross. When sins are forgiven through faith in Him, the war between us and God is ended and we are reconciled. That is the foundation for every other kind of peace. If you have not already done so, turn to Jesus alone for salvation, confess your sins, and trust His sacrifice for forgiveness. From that place of being made right with God, you can then know the peace of God in your daily life.
That peace of God is described as a perfect peace that guards the heart and mind, a peace that passes all human understanding and that the world cannot explain. Jesus said, Peace I leave with you, my peace I give to you, not as the world gives. The promise is, You will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on you, because he trusts in you. That peace does not come from circumstances being calm, but from turning your mind toward the Lord and trusting Him to care for you. As your thoughts stay on Him rather than spinning around the threats and the calls, His peace begins to fill your heart. It is also the fruit of hope and faith in His Word, not in a feeling. Feelings will rise and fall, but believing what God has said in Scripture brings steady joy and peace.
God desires that you live in that peace, and His thoughts toward His children are thoughts of peace. He has not forgotten you in this captivity of debt and fear. He invites you to call upon Him and to pray, and He hears.
In that peace, God also calls us to walk in integrity and wisdom. Your desire to repay everyone is right and honors the Lord. The Bible teaches that the righteous seek to repay what they owe, and that we should owe no one anything except love, and render to all what is due. It would not be right to ask God to make legitimate debts disappear so that no payment is needed, or to ask Him to bless avoiding what is truly owed, even when the burden of interest feels heavy and you feel you have already paid much. If an agreement was made, God honors honesty in fulfilling it, or in humbly seeking a fair and lawful way to resolve it if the terms have become crushing.
Rather than asking for a miracle that cancels responsibility, ask Him for wisdom, provision through honest means, and strength to do what is right. Wisdom from above is peaceable and leads to peace. It helps you sow peace instead of more conflict. This is a time to seek godly, practical counsel for finances, to make a clear plan, to live within what you have, to work faithfully at the job God has provided, and to communicate honestly with those you owe. Avoid taking another loan hastily without wise counsel, as that often deepens the burden. If harassment and threats are happening, seek lawful help to understand your rights and to set proper boundaries, while also responding truthfully and calmly. Protect your family and your workplace by acting with transparency and steadiness, not by hiding.
Pray along these lines: Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus I confess my sins and ask for forgiveness through His blood. Grant me peace with You and then Your perfect peace to guard my heart and mind as I keep my thoughts on You. Forgive me where I have been unwise, and give me wisdom that is peaceable. Provide for my needs through honest work, help me to repay what I truly owe in a way that is just and manageable, and give me favor and clear communication with those to whom I owe money. Protect my family from fear, guard my job, and lead me to trustworthy counsel so I can walk in integrity and find resolution. I trust You to take care of what I cannot control and to ordain peace for me as I trust in You. In Jesus name, Amen.
Keep your mind stayed on Christ, stay faithful in the small steps of honesty and diligence each day, and look to Him to keep you in His peace while He works out a path forward.