Lahkremer
Prayer Partner
I have bipolar and I'm in a major depression episode. I help my 87-year-old mom and I am having a difficult time even leaving the house. It's one of the hardest depressions ever, and my two daughters don't contact me. I can't get into counseling, I don't get dressed. There has been so much stress for the last six years, and I haven't had a depression like this since 2013. It hurts that my daughters don't understand. I need prayers for deliverance. I feel like I am locked in my house except to try to get to my mom. I haven't been good since my divorce. I still love my ex-husband, but we can't live together because of abuse and an affair I had. I have asked for forgiveness, and I believe Jesus has forgiven me, but I can't forgive myself, and I am going down fast. Please pray my daughters and my relationship can be better. It's not because of the divorce; they told me that I needed to get out. That's when I found out I had bipolar and I stayed in bed for a year, and my husband did nothing—not even call my psychiatrist—and then I went into a mania. I didn't think I could ever do that. I'm a mess and need prayers. I have to help my mom. I want to live, but it's so hard. ###

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.