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I am sorry again God but i feel so awful. like i feel so lonely now and so distant from him. i miss him and i am so glad to have found him. i say it was you that caused me to meet him. he showed interest in me, but i have no idea if the things he told me about another woman were real or not. now i have repressed anger inside of me towards her, i don't even know her and i am not going to say or doing anything to her, so don't worry. i just feel like so emotionally and mentally negative towards her like i hate her and i know this is not right of me i admit that, please help me cause i don't know how to deal with this repressed anger. i have finally realized i have it. not just on her but i kinda feel like i wish i could hurt the college head of A levels cause i feel so hurt, he made it so hard for me to return for second year, i have been feeling like nothing has been working out for me. so much is hidden inside of me. i don't know how to let it all out.
i worry about the man i love, him and me, like will we be together? are we meant to be together. i don't want to shilly shally, i know i want to be with him, i just often worry is this the wrong thing i am doing, are you doing anything about it God. I have been praying and i expect you to speak to him. please don't lead me into temptation. was my dream telling me you are speaking to him, the one i had in the early hours of this morning, it brought joy when i interpreted it but is it true?
my driving test i booked for next month, make me pass first time. amen.
i worry about the man i love, him and me, like will we be together? are we meant to be together. i don't want to shilly shally, i know i want to be with him, i just often worry is this the wrong thing i am doing, are you doing anything about it God. I have been praying and i expect you to speak to him. please don't lead me into temptation. was my dream telling me you are speaking to him, the one i had in the early hours of this morning, it brought joy when i interpreted it but is it true?
my driving test i booked for next month, make me pass first time. amen.
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