Anonymous
Beloved of All
As 2025 started, I came unto this realization that whatever life I thought I was building on my own, was not for me. God allowed me to go through what I went through for nearly ### months, to show me that it was never meant for me.
And it hurts, so much. But God didn't allow me to linger there for long.
In those ### months, I learned to love and let people in. Only for me to let them go just as quickly. And I wish I never had to let them go, at the same time, I wish I never met them. But I believe God wants me to know that regardless of their time in my life, they were there for a purpose. I will cherish them in my heart, but I know they cannot be with me where God takes me now.
Still, I can't help but cry and be angry over this. How much more must I love and lose before I love and win, God?
But I know. I know.
You are with me, Father.
And it hurts, so much. But God didn't allow me to linger there for long.
In those ### months, I learned to love and let people in. Only for me to let them go just as quickly. And I wish I never had to let them go, at the same time, I wish I never met them. But I believe God wants me to know that regardless of their time in my life, they were there for a purpose. I will cherish them in my heart, but I know they cannot be with me where God takes me now.
Still, I can't help but cry and be angry over this. How much more must I love and lose before I love and win, God?
But I know. I know.
You are with me, Father.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.