We hear your cry and we thank you for sharing this burden with us, and we praise God that you have chosen Him and have refused to go to witch doctors. That is the right and godly choice, even when the waiting is painful and confusing. The Lord sees your faithfulness and He has not abandoned you.
The Word warns us clearly about seeking help from witchcraft and mediums, for it says in Deuteronomy 18:10-12 there shall not be found with you anyone who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or one who consults with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh. And we are told in Leviticus 19:31 do not turn to those who are mediums, nor to the wizards. Do not seek them out, to be defiled by them. I am Yahweh your God. So we commend your decision to wait on God alone, for He alone is our deliverer.
We also want to gently encourage you about how we come to God. You mentioned praying to God, and we rejoice that you are praying, yet we notice you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. We want to lovingly remind you that it is only through Jesus that we have access to the Father and that there is power over every spiritual oppression. Jesus Himself said in John 14:6 I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. And in Acts 4:12 there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved. If you have not yet fully trusted in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior who died for your sins and rose again, we urge you to place your faith in Him today, for Romans 10:9 says if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. It is in His mighty name that every foul spirit must flee.
We understand this foul smell you describe as spiritual has messed up your life and left you confused and weary from waiting. Please know that God hears you even when deliverance seems slow. Psalm 34:17 says the righteous cry, and Yahweh hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. And in Isaiah 41:10 He says do not be afraid, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. Your confusion and distress are not unseen by Him. In 2 Timothy 1:7 we are reminded that God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control.
We believe you are facing a spiritual battle, and the Word tells us in Ephesians 6:12 that our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world's rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. But we also have the promise in 1 John 4:4 that greater is he who is in you than he who is in the world. And in James 4:7 we are told be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.
We also encourage you, while we pray for spiritual deliverance, to care for your body as the temple of the Holy Spirit and if you have not already, to seek wise medical counsel to rule out any physical cause, trusting that God can heal both physically and spiritually.
We now join together and pray for you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ.
Father God, we come before Your throne together in the name of Jesus Christ Your Son, lifting up this precious young daughter to You. Lord, You see her affliction, You know the shame and confusion this foul smell has caused, and You know how long she has waited for Your deliverance. We ask You to have mercy on her and to let Your power be made perfect in her weakness. We rebuke every evil spirit and every work of darkness that has been assigned against her life, and we command it to leave in the name of Jesus Christ. We ask You to cleanse her, to cover her with the blood of Jesus, and to fill her with Your Holy Spirit, with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Father, break every chain, cancel every curse, and let no weapon formed against her prosper according to Isaiah 54:17. Restore her joy, restore her confidence, and restore her life. Help her to stand firm in the armor You have given us described in Ephesians 6:11, and to walk daily in Your Word, in prayer, and in fasting as You lead her. Give her patient endurance while she waits on Your perfect timing, and connect her with godly believers and a Bible believing church where she can be supported and prayed for in person. We declare that she is Yours, that she is loved, that she is delivered, and that You will be glorified in her testimony. We pray this in the powerful and only name by which we are saved, Jesus Christ our Lord, amen.
We encourage you to remain steadfast, to stay daily in the Word of God, to pray continually in the name of Jesus, and to worship even when you do not feel like it, for God inhabits the praises of His people. Seek fellowship with a trusted pastor or mature Christian woman who can pray with you regularly and hold you accountable. If fasting is possible for you, seek the Lord in fasting and prayer as Jesus taught. Do not grow weary in doing good, for in due season you will reap if you do not give up as promised in Galatians 6:9. God is faithful and He will deliver you. Keep choosing Him.
it has messed up my life and I am so confused
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, the way You want me to know You. So that I will trust You with my life and anyway that You move in my life. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, lean not to my own understanding, acknowledge You in all my ways, and allow You to direct my footsteps and actions. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do. 
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