This is so new to me, I stumbled upon this website by pure faith. I am ### of age with 2 children (a single mother). I guess I really logged onto this site because I had no other place to turn. My family is a family that believes if you tell a person it'll be alright then it will be.
I am going thru so much in my life, I just have so much pain and heartache in my heart I feel like I'm missing out on the true meaning of life with all the stress and depression and anxiety. I work full time my current employer is more than an hour away from my home. In the past that wasn't much of a problem until recently my car was repossessed, We were evicted from our home. (we have a new place now which is working out great) but the problem still remains with the constant fear of maintaining this place. Majority of my fear comes from not having a car to get to work, to take my child to school, to doctors' appts or to even do normal activities in which children need. I have withdrawn from the world. I have a disconnect with my heavenly father. I had a come to Jesus moment in which I call it to where now I'm learning to love me again, I'm not just a mother but I'm a child of God. I hide my emotions in fear of being judged.
I guess I logged onto this site in hopes and prayers that someone, anyone would lend a kind ear and pray for me and my girls to pray for mercy and forgiveness with us. I have given my life to the lord but I hate to admit I feel like he has turned his back on me. I know he will not give me more than I can bear right now I just think I'm at that point. Please someone send prayers to my family as I will to yours. Thank you
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I am going thru so much in my life, I just have so much pain and heartache in my heart I feel like I'm missing out on the true meaning of life with all the stress and depression and anxiety. I work full time my current employer is more than an hour away from my home. In the past that wasn't much of a problem until recently my car was repossessed, We were evicted from our home. (we have a new place now which is working out great) but the problem still remains with the constant fear of maintaining this place. Majority of my fear comes from not having a car to get to work, to take my child to school, to doctors' appts or to even do normal activities in which children need. I have withdrawn from the world. I have a disconnect with my heavenly father. I had a come to Jesus moment in which I call it to where now I'm learning to love me again, I'm not just a mother but I'm a child of God. I hide my emotions in fear of being judged.
I guess I logged onto this site in hopes and prayers that someone, anyone would lend a kind ear and pray for me and my girls to pray for mercy and forgiveness with us. I have given my life to the lord but I hate to admit I feel like he has turned his back on me. I know he will not give me more than I can bear right now I just think I'm at that point. Please someone send prayers to my family as I will to yours. Thank you
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