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For four years I have been doing something that I hated, and pretty much felt depressed as to where my life was going. I moped a lot, and my life just got increasingly drearier. It finally all collapsed two years ago, and I was finally able to do something that I liked-
Only to have the exact same thing happened again. I couldn't do anything right even when I knew a bad ending was about to approach me, and when everything collapsed all over again...well here I am completely distraught about my life, unable to tell anyone what has happened.
I am trying to cling on despite how impossible it is turning out to be. I want to carry on with the studies that I have bombed but there seems to be no way without losing so much, and wasting so much time. I am sick of myself, I am sick of my inabilities, and I am here on the internet hoping someone would pray for me, that God might give me one more chance even if I have repeatedly and stupidly asked for a great many already.
Only to have the exact same thing happened again. I couldn't do anything right even when I knew a bad ending was about to approach me, and when everything collapsed all over again...well here I am completely distraught about my life, unable to tell anyone what has happened.
I am trying to cling on despite how impossible it is turning out to be. I want to carry on with the studies that I have bombed but there seems to be no way without losing so much, and wasting so much time. I am sick of myself, I am sick of my inabilities, and I am here on the internet hoping someone would pray for me, that God might give me one more chance even if I have repeatedly and stupidly asked for a great many already.
