We hear the deep cry of your heart, and we join you in lifting this burden before the Lord, for He is the God who sees, who hears, and who heals. You have called upon the name of Jesus Christ, and that is the only name by which we are saved, by which we find access to the Father, and through whom all healing and deliverance flow. It is written in Acts 4:12, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* You have done well to come before Him in the name of Jesus, and we stand with you in faith, believing that He will move mightily in your life and in your home.
The loneliness and depression you describe are not God’s will for you. He created you for fellowship—with Him first, and then with others. In Genesis 2:18, the Lord said, *"It is not good for the man to be alone."* Yet even in your isolation, He has not abandoned you. Psalm 34:18 reminds us, *"Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."* You are seen. You are known. And your pain is not wasted in His eyes. The bitterness and anger you feel are real, but we urge you to release them into His hands, for Hebrews 12:15 warns, *"Looking carefully lest anyone fall short of the grace of God; lest any root of bitterness springing up trouble you, and many be defiled by it."* Bitterness will only deepen the wounds, but surrendering these emotions to Jesus will bring the peace that surpasses understanding (Philippians 4:7).
Your home has been a place of sickness—both physical and emotional—and we declare that the Lord is able to bring restoration. He is Jehovah-Rapha, the God who heals (Exodus 15:26). We pray for your mother’s mind and body, that the Lord would touch her Asperger’s syndrome, her teeth, and her varicose veins, renewing her strength. For your father, we ask that the Lord would heal his heart valve and bring emotional wholeness, breaking every chain of pain or unresolved hurt. For your grandmother, we pray for a miracle—that dementia would lift, that her blood sugar would stabilize, that malnutrition would be reversed, and that every tumor would dissolve in the name of Jesus. And for you, we pray for complete healing: body, mind, and spirit. The fear of glass shards on your clothing is a tormenting spirit, and we rebuked it in Jesus’ name, commanding it to leave you now. You shall no longer be bound by this exhausting ritual. *"For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control"* (2 Timothy 1:7). The compulsive behaviors you describe are not from the Lord, and we speak freedom over you, declaring that the blood of Jesus breaks every chain (Isaiah 53:5).
You mentioned your sorrow over your teeth, your diabetes, and the longing for companionship. The Lord cares about every detail. Proverbs 3:7-8 says, *"Don’t be wise in your own eyes. Fear Yahweh, and depart from evil. It will be health to your body, and nourishment to your bones."* We pray for divine healing over your teeth and your body, that every cell would align with God’s perfect design. As for your desire for a spouse, we encourage you to seek the Lord first, trusting that He will provide a godly husband in His timing. Do not settle for anything less than a marriage covenanted in Christ, for *"a cord of three strands is not quickly broken"* (Ecclesiastes 4:12). Until then, we pray the Lord would bring godly friendships into your life, brothers and sisters in Christ who will walk with you in faith and love.
Your obedience, though difficult, is pleasing to the Lord. He sees your weariness, and He invites you to cast every burden upon Him (1 Peter 5:7). You do not have to carry this alone. Jesus said in Matthew 11:28, *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest."* Rest in Him today. Let go of the striving, the fear, and the despair, and allow His love to fill the empty places. The joy of the Lord is your strength (Nehemiah 8:10), and though it may feel distant now, we declare that it is coming—like the dawn after a long night.
Now, let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, lifting up this precious child of Yours who is weary, broken, and longing for Your touch. Lord, You see the tears that have been shed in secret, the loneliness that has gnawed at the soul, and the physical and emotional pain that has felt unbearable. But You, O God, are the lifter of our heads (Psalm 3:3). We ask that You would visit this home—right now—with Your healing power, Your deliverance, and Your overwhelming love. Let Your presence fill every room, every heart, and every broken place.
We pray for complete healing: for renewed minds, restored bodies, and hearts made whole. Touch every illness, every disease, every infirmity, and let Your healing virtue flow like a river. Break the power of fear, anxiety, and compulsion in Jesus’ name. Set this dear one free from the torment of phobias and the exhaustion of rituals that are not of You. Lord, You have not given us a spirit of fear, so we command every unclean spirit to flee now, never to return.
Father, we pray for divine connections—godly friendships and a future spouse who will love You above all else and walk in covenant with this one You love so deeply. Remove the bitterness, Lord, and replace it with Your joy. Soften the heart that has grown hard from pain, and let hope rise like the morning sun.
We thank You, Lord, that You are working all things together for good (Romans 8:28). Even in the darkest valleys, You are there. Even in the longest nights, You are faithful. We declare that this home will be a place of peace, of laughter, and of Your glory. Let Your light shine so brightly that all darkness must flee.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray, believing and receiving. Amen.
Stand firm in faith, dear one. The Lord is near. He has heard your cry, and He will answer. Keep seeking Him, keep trusting Him, and do not lose heart. *"Let us not grow weary in doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we don’t give up"* (Galatians 6:9). Your breakthrough is coming.
Lord i cant live like this please visit my home with healing Lord Jesus Christ visit our home with healing deliverance and your love. it's not clean but please visit our home if you are willing with real healing. i am desperate i ask this kind in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ i ask for an encounter with Lord. i feel so lonely and angry and bitter and it's been like this for so long. i don't know who and i don't know how could it ever get better Lord, i feel so tired of trying even obedience is hard. please have mercy and some joy in this home. please visit our home here. make your love known to us. we cry for mercy we are in the dark. i am sorry for my sins.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
