Nomnac
Servant of All
Ashley came back almost a week ago now, she went out last night and has not returned. When I'm afraid that she's not coming back, other part of me is for the something happened. I know that she believes in the Lord but she has not fully given her self to the Lord. I asked for restoration to our engagement. I asked for salvation for all of your sins and to be able to come to the Lord for anything. I asked for her safety and her find her way back home. Another argument, that ends up her being gone now a few days. Maybe in another persons arms. I don't know why this keeps happening. We started out so strong and wonderful. I know she has had a rough life and her relationships all end the same. I don't know if she gets out before it ends up her getting hurt or what. But, I still Love her and will wait as I have already proposed to her and given her my commitment. I am not just turning away, I will not give in. Amen