tina1
Beloved of All
another awful morning i don;t understand why it is ok that the recruitment process for that job was unlawfully and wrongfully conducted so that another candidate got it when by all labour law indications it should have gone to me..i know it is the manager who hates me who did this i have been given evidence she unethically rigged the process...i also don't understand why it is ok that i stay in my work environment when this team has been known before my time to be mean and dysfunctional i did not cause the workplace to be this way and i have endured it longer than i others do i not deserve to be in a good place? I am so angry i would not have been if the recruitment process was fair and went to another candidate fairly then it would be ok but not under these circumstances..so the big question for now is what to i do, do i file a grievance, do i resign? i am so tormented and at the end of my rope with this place i have given them the best years of my life and i have tried to be good to them but all i got in return was attack, destruction of my confidence and wellbeing, made me hate the field i previously loved, and ill health. I also don't understand why the Lord would reward my enemies i finally thought He was answering my prayers with this opportunity it fills me with such self-loathing either the Lord hates me or is punishing me i am filled with such rage and at the end of my tether i don;t know what to do but i can't endure this situation a minute longer i need an urgent resolution and i refuse to endure it any more i deserve better than this than to feel like garbage
