An opportunity to do medical school as an apprentice has come up in the hospital I work in. This is a miracle as I previously applied to ### (the cheapest country to study in) and got in. My grandad has terminal cancer and a new diagnosis of alzheimer's. As a result, I need to stay in ### to look after them as they fostered me as a child when my dad was abusive to me and my mum. I am up against stiff competition. But if I win this is a spiritual miracle. Please help me.